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His POV
"SHE'S GONE MATE I'M SORRY!!" Cal yells holding my arms back as I tried to wreck everything in sight. The tears ran down my face as I writhed under the boys grip. "No! S-she can't-t lea-ave me!" I scream out. I sink to my knees and sob. They let me go and leave, Ash saying that he's sorry. I have to go and see her. I get in my car and drive toward the grave. The dreary day is just depressing me even more. I walk to the slab of cement engraved with her gorgeous name.
"Hey baby, it's been about a year since they told me about the crash. That means it's been 9 months since you let go. It's ok babe - I don't blame you for it, I would go to if I was in that kinda pain. I miss you like crazy darling, the boys have tried to help but they don't understand." I break down and cry, sobbing and her lifeless grave. "It's just not the same with out you in my life. I hate not being able to see you beautiful laugh, your mesmerising eyes. I'll come back soon I promise but for now I have to go." I say, kissing her grave stone. I head back towards my car and drive away.
"C'mon mate, you gotta go out somewhere." Luke says to me when I arrive back at our house. I shake my head and turn into a pillow to block them all out. Sometimes when I miss her a lot, I try to summon her spirit in my head. It doesn't work this time though. "Fine." I concede. They all cheer in victory and get up to go get ready. Next thing I know, we are pulling up to a club in the 'bad' area of town. The loud music was just pounding in my ears, usually I would be scoping out girls, but today all I can think about is getting a drink. I sit down at the bar and order a drink. "You waiting for someone, or you alone?" A female voice breaks through the haze in my head. I swivel around and see a gorgeous girl sitting beside my sipping a cocktail. "Uh, no, I'm here with my friends" I respond to her. She smiles a really beautiful smile. "Good, care to dance..." She trails off. "Michael." I fill in for her. "Emily" she says to me. She smiles again and pulls me towards the dance floor.
My head is pounding as I lay in bed. The drinks from last night have taken their affect on me. I groan and lift my head the slightest bit, to see the sheets next to me crinkled - like someone was recently there, and a piece of paper on the bedside table. It reads
Mikey, I know you won't remember me but I'm the girl from late night. Don't worry we didn't do anything bad, you told me about Taylor so I decided not to take advantage. But I really want to get to know you, call me sometime **********
Em
Fuck. How am I supposed to blow her off, I've never done that before without a good reason. But I can't just forget about Taylor, I still love her deeply. I groan and burry my face in the pillow. A sudden gush of wind made me shiver. "Mikey, baby." I hear Taylor's soft voice call out to me. I squeeze my eyes shut and block my ears. No, no, no this can't be happening again. "Mikey, seriously open your pretty eyes and look at me." I hear her voice again. I hesitantly open my eyes and see a pale version of Taylor sitting on my bed. Tears make my vision cloudy. "Ok, I'm gonna talk to you now Mikey, please don't interrupt or argue. I am an actual ghost, I know it's cool, I'm actually happening you aren't dreaming. So, Emily. Please don't let me get in the way of you being happy again. I know that you hate me for letting go, but as you said I was in a fuck load of pain." I chuckle at her extensive vocabulary. "I will always love you and be with you, but you need to be happy, ok?" She finishes. I nod and lunge at her to hug her. Surprisingly I can hug her, and I don't go right through her like in movies. She cries as we embrace. I cry as well. "I miss you so much babe." I sob to her. "I know Mikey, I miss you to. But them I found out I could do this and come see you. If you ever need me just call for me and I will come down for as long as you need, ok?" She tells me. Those words light up my world. "Yeah.. One question, can we have ghost sex?" I ask her cheekily. She slaps my bare chest playfully and laughs. "Well, yes, we can but you'd better watch it mr, but I can only come down for a day at a time. I miss you Mikey but I'm going to go now. You have a call to make" she says looking at the piece of paper with Emily's number on it. I kiss her one last time and she then flys up towards her new home. I guess they needed another angel up there.
