A/n sorry Wattpad deleted my first version so it's not as good as it should be. Merry Christmas Eve, eve. Soz bout Mikey's really being all of the boys.
Irwie:
"I can dance and play the part"
You snorted as Ash cracked another joke, then all of a sudden his face lost all colour and he started to sweat. You slowly turned around, scared that there was some sort of ghost. The loud banging of the songs bass makes it nearly impossible for him to be heard as he says, "Katrina (a/n sorry if your name is Katrina, just change it if it is.)". Your heartbeat quivers when he utters that word, or should you say, name. The chances of his ex being in a club, in a city that she doesn't live in, on the same night as you and your best friend, Ash, it's just so incredibly odd. "Fuck." He mutters as his eyes find the floor. You put your hand under his chin and lift it up, "Hey, do you want me to pretend to be your girlfriend to make her jelly?" You ask, smirking on the word jelly. He looks at you for a minute, deciding if you're being serious, then stars nodding vigorously. You just laugh at his enthusiasm and pull him to the dance floor. You make sure you're in full view of Kat, in fact - it'd be hard to miss you both if you were her - then you start grinding on Ash quite hard. You feel his surprise at your actions, but soon he grabs your waist and gets into the dancing. You look over to her and grin seeing the look of shock and disgust on her face. He leans close down to your ear and whispers, "This feels oddly good, maybe we should do it some other time too, maybe in your bedroom..." Your cheeks feel like they are burning off your face as you slap his chest as hard as you can. "Watch is Mr. See, women like confidence but not being a dick." He just chuckles and mumbles a sorry into your neck. Then he starts sucking harshly and biting. You peck his lips, while pulling him by his hand past Kat and out of the club.
Hoodie:
"You build me up and then I fall apart 'Cause I'm only human"
"You are beautiful, ok? Don't listen to them, they're just jelly. You are so perfect and gorgeous and amazing and talented and you are my world. I love you babe." Calum says to your crying figure, with his hands wrapped around your waist and his lips pressed against your neck. You nod hesitantly and lean into him more. His grip tightened around you and he rocks you back and forth. you stay like that for a long time until his grip loosens a tad. "K babe, I have to go to meet the boys, but I'll be back." He says. You perk up a bit at the thought of him leaving so that you can reunite with your old 'friend'. He kisses your temple and leaves. Finally you think as you go into the bathroom. You pull out your shiny blade and drag it across your skin, the little drops of blood popping to the surface. Calum is always there for you and you know that, but some little voice inside your head screams that he doesn't need to know. He always stops the hate you get and comforts you when it gets to much. He builds you up then you fall apart without his knowledge.
Hemmo:
"I can hold the weight of worlds"
Your bottom lip trembled as you were on the verge of a breakdown. Again. You didn't tell anyone because you didn't want anyone to think that you were weak. Luke had no idea, he was so happy with the bands success and everything that you couldn't take that all away from him by saying that you want to kill yourself. It wasn't fair for him. Or the boys. He would worry about you to much and it would ruin his career. Now don't go and think that just because you were depressed that you self harmed or wore all black or listened to dark music really loud. No, you were all smiles and bright colours and scar free and you were more into Katy perry than Blink 182. You could feel the pressure from everyone around you crushing your weak frame. You felt as if the weight of the world was crushing you down to the ground. That's how it worked, when Luke was around it was all smiles but when he left it was sobbing and screaming - and it remained that way until one day when Luke came home early. You were crying so loud that you didn't hear the door fling open or him call your name. Then all of a sudden he was hugging you telling you it was ok. "You can share some of that weight with me Y/N, I wouldn't mind."
Cliffaconda:
"I can fake a smile, I can force a laugh."
You faked a smile yet again as Calum cracked yet another joke. You were at Mikey's house for your weekly lunch. Those four boys were your everything, your best friends - you told them everything. Well, nearly everything. You hadn't told them that your boyfriend was abusive yet, how do you bring that up? You had to cake your face with makeup everyday just to hide the bruises left there last night. You had learnt to fake laughs and smiles quite well after he first started hitting you. Suddenly Mikey stands up and yells at you, "Ok Y/N, drop the bullshit! You've been doing these fake laughs and smiles the whole time and I'm sick of it so spill!" He yells, outraged. You are so shocked by his sudden outburst that all you can do is stand there with your mouth opening and closing like a fucking fish. You awkwardly rub your hand on your neck, and without your knowledge rubbing some of the makeup off and revealing a bruise from when he tried to strangle you. Multiple gasps come from the boys as they crowd around you and Mikey drops to his knees in front of you. "What the fuck happened?" Luke questions. You just shake your head, Luke suddenly starts rummaging around in your bag for who knows what. "Did he h-hit you?" Cal quietly asks you. You nod numbly. Luke finally pills out the makeup remover from your bag then a tissue. Ash takes both and dabs it on your face. After he's finished they all look at the bruises covering both eyes, the bridge of your nose, your jaw, your cheekbone and your split lip. "Are there anymore?" Ash asks you. You hesitate then nod, standing up and lifting up your shirt to reveal bruises covering your rib cage. "Don't worry Y/N, he won't get away with this. We'll take care of him." Mikey says with a malicious grin. All the other nodding in agreement with sly grins on their faces. And they did.
