Closure (BxB) [sequel to SAS] *ON HIATUS*

Chapter ten:

A/N: I'm sorry. I totally screwed it up this week.

I just didn't feel like writing this week.

I'm sorry this is the only update you're going to get this week.

I'll try to upload another chapter tomorrow (a week in Israel starts on Sunday, not on Monday, haha) no promises, though.

so sorry again.

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Brian's POV:

"you're surprisingly calm" Olivia stated as we sat down to eat our lunch.

"why wouldn't I be calm?" I asked.

Olivia pointed at the table behind me, where Zach was seated, giggling with Eric.

"so?" I asked.

"hmmm... nothing" Olivia shut her mouth.

"Olivia, we're not twelve. I guess Brian is a grown-up man who realizes he's ex is aloud to date who-ever he wants and he's not gonna say anything about it" Fred jumped into the conversation.

I nodded.

"yeah, but it's only been like, two months?" Olivia half-whined.

"true, but they were only dating for like... I don't know? Eight months?" Fred replied.

"nine. It was nine months actually" I said.

"well, I'm glad you're doing ok" Fred tapped my back lightly.

"thanks" I replied and shoved another spoon full of rice into my mouth.

I wasn't hungry.

It's been like that since I met with Zach.

But I know I should keep eating or else I'm going to be terrible at practice.

And with Eric taking Zach away from me, I couldn't afford to lose the starting quarterback position and captain armband to him as well.

So whenever I had to eat, I just forced myself.

I mean it's not like I could tell them how I actually feel about it.

Because that will just make me look like the desperate jealous ex-boyfriend who can't let go from his previous relationship.

And that's not me.

I mean, yes, I'm jealous.

Hella jealous.

But it's not like I'm obsessed with Zach or anything.