Save me. (Luke Hemmings fanfic)

Chapter 37.

I've been waiting for the doctors to give me some news for six hours now.
One of the nurses called Oskar and told him about everything but he didn't come. He wasn't bothered.
I'm starting to get really nervous and as soon as I see a doctor walk by I start questioning him.
"Hey, sorry. My girlfriend was taken in there few hours ago. Have you got any information?" I ask.
"Ah yes! I was actually looking for you, young man!" Says the doctor.
My head is full of good thoughts but soon they all get crushed by the doctors sour face.
"I'm sorry." He says. "We've put her in the coma but she's in a really bad state. I'm sorry to tell you but she might never wake up. "
I sit down on the chair and tears start falling down my face.
"Can I see her?" I ask.
"Yes, follow me." He says.
I stand up and follow him.
We walk past a corridor full of crying people. It makes me feel so sad and depressed.
They've lost their loved ones. I hope I don't end up here.
We walk into the second to last room where Emma lay in bed.
"I'll leave you alone." Says the doctor.
I nod and stand still for a second.
This looks nothing like the Emma I know. She's pale. Her hair is messed up and she's got bags under her eyes.
"Emma." I say as if I was expecting her to answer.
I'm beside her bed now. I take her hand. It's freezing cold.
"I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I shouldn't have said the things I've said." My face is all in tears now.
I start drawing circles on her hand with my thumb when I notice something.
Something that makes me feel uncomfortable and sick in my stomach.
How have I never noticed all these cuts. They're really deep, and easy to notice which makes me wonder even more why I have never noticed them.
"Remember that time when we were doing these quizzes from one of your magazines and I wouldn't tell you, I was too shy, too shy to tell you what I love about you. Well since this might be my only chance I want to tell you." I say and kiss her scars.
"When we met... You knew who I was. You knew that I was famous but still you didn't freak out. You made me feel normal. Also the first time we ever kissed felt strange. Not in a bad way. It felt like for the first time ever it is actually right. I felt sparks I guess. I never felt that way before. And I love that feeling and whenever I am with you I get that feeling. I just can't stand the fact that maybe I will never be able to kiss you or that I'll never be able to take you to the beach. There is so much I love about you. Seriously, if I was going to write it all in a book it would literally be longer than all the Harry Potter books put together." I say. "Emma, please come back. I need you. I can't imagine the world without you." I sit and hold her hand.
I have a crystal clear image in my mind of her smile and I just cannot imagine what it'd be like to not see it ever again.
I'm lost in my thoughts when something snaps me out of my trance. Emma's hand squeezes mine. I instantly look at her hoping that I'll see her smile soon, but ones again all my hopes fade.
I look up at Emma's ECG computer and notice something is really wrong.
"Help!" I start shouting. "Somebody fucking help!" I run to the corridor and shout.
Only few seconds later a bunch of nurses and doctors appear in the room and push me out.
All I can do now is sit and watch my whole life fall apart...

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Oh and by the way, if you're thinking that you know what's going to happen then you're very likely to be wrong because even I don't know if to let Emma live or die yet!
I'm kinda thinking of something but mehhhh idk. 😏