So much has been going on since Emma ended up in the hospital.
It's been a 16 months now. She still hasn't woken up. My eyes tear up a but I wipe them.
Emma's sister came to see me today. She doesn't know that I am the reason why her little sister and my baby girl is going through this.
I felt so mad and upset recently. I keep on blaming myself for this.
It's true. It's my fault. Why was I such an idiot?! Why did I say the things that I've said?!
This should be me. I should be there. I deserve that.
If only I could change the past.
The thing is, I can't.
Loser. Loser. Loser. Loser. Loser. Loser. Loser. Loser. Loser. Loser. Loser. Loser. Loser. Loser. Loser. This is how I describe myself right now. One big loser.
I love her so so much.
Thinking about all the good times. Thinking about little Kimmy.
Thinking about us.
I can't imagine what I'd be like if I lost her. Empty? Is that the right word to use? No. More than empty.
I might as well die if she does too. I am nothing without her.
However today I'm actually feeling positive. I feel like today is the day that my princess will finally wake up.
With positive energy literally blasting out of me I enter the hospital with flowers in my hand.
Blood red roses. Emma's favourite flowers.
I stop, feeling my phone vibrate.
1 unread message from; Ashton(AU) 🙊
Hey dude! Remember rehearsals at 9 tonight! Don't be late, we need to write more songs for our new album!
I quickly reply with one simple 'okay' and make my way to Emma's room. When I'm about to enter the corridor that Emma is in I get stopped by an elderly woman. Emma's nurse.
"How can I help?" She says.
"I came here to see Emma." I smile.
"Yea, I don't think so." She says.
"What do you mean?" The smile fades of my face.
"No one is allowed to see that young lady. We need to get her ready."
"Get ready for what?" I ask.
There's a short moment of silence before I hear someone behind me.
"For the end."
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