Heartbeat Song

Chapter 62

A/n: Happy New Year to you my dear fellas!!!

Yes, yes, I know...

It's been a while!!! 

Before, I was planning on finishing the story before 2020. And now, of course, that plan failed. However, this time around, I'm truly determined to finish the story as soon as I can, because of course, I've got a lot of new plans (about writing, etc...) and I won't get to start any of them if this story is not completed yet. Thus, let's get into it!

But to answer the last question (last year in the previous chapter): I prefer beaches to indoor pools. I love nature and seeing the vast sea in front of me while sunbathing on the shore as I feel the wind against my skin. It is awesome.

Now, for the next question: Brownies or cheesecakes? Comment your answers down below!

~ Miss Elle

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Anna

Today is a big day for Matthew.

It's their qualifying tournament for their university's basketball team. They will be competing with other 4 basketball teams coming from 4 different elite universities in the neighboring cities.

I admit, after that passionate day with Matthew, he's been pretty busy with his practices after school and I was left alone to do my own business.

Cindy, on the other hand, has also been pretty preoccupied after their 'family trip'. According to her, the first part was really awesome, but she got herself too excited that she became too disappointed when she, later on, found out that it was more like a business meeting than a family gathering.

She was sad and frustrated because of that. And she's been constantly being taken by force by her mother every after school hours.

There were a few days when she wasn't able to go back to our apartment. There was even a time when she took a day off from school.

She was that busy.

It was too sad...

For Cindy and me.

For both of us.

But instead of sulking alone in our apartment while counting my days away, I went to the hospital three times this week and I've been checked by Hillary.

And guess what.

Looks like being engaged in physical activity with your special someone is also a big NO-NO for me.

I don't want to dwell with any scientific explanation and terminologies, but the fact that I should not make love with Matthew again is too much for me already.

After experiencing such an amazing moment in my life, I don't think that I should abstain from experiencing that ecstatic rush of emotions over and over again.

It gives me a rush of electricity inside whenever I get to relive that morning with Matthew.

It was something...

But of course, I do want to live.

I want to keep living, and I have to do the best that I could to save myself.

And so I should follow my doctor's advice.

She said that it was too tiring for me - for my heart. Thus, I should be really careful. Too much activity or excitement or pain or any emotional things are great factors to directly affect my heart, my life --- and, of course, alcohol is also a big NO-NO. I don't really drink so it won't be a problem for me.