Similar terms BxB [Complete]

Ch:1

Jaden's POV

A void of emptiness fills me, blocking the noise of the outside world. As I walk down the corridor towards my class, with no signs of emotion on my face. No one notices me. Everyone just passes by acting like I didn't exist. Which is good; I don't like the attention either.

But somehow rumors of me have been spreading around about, how I am secretly involved with drug dealing and some other bizarre shit. This in turn made me the most unlikeable person to speak too. I didn't know who the perpetrators were, and their motive to throw dirt on my name. I don't remember doing anything questionable to attract this type of attention.

People had a lot of time to waste. Like seriously, get a life because they don't seem to have one. Although...sometimes I do wonder why people resent me so much? What did I ever do to be treated this way?

I should probably be angry at how ludicrous this situation was. But I could care about what people had to say about me and I wouldn't do anything about it either, I just don't have the time and energy to do so. Although it does sometimes leave a bad taste in my mouth and that's the only bad thing about it cause emotions aren't something I am good at dealing with.

I guess...all this began after my mother passed away... Life felt so meaningless and empty. I felt like I was walking on a path not knowing where it would lead me to. But still, I had to move forward because that's what she'd wanted me to do...

If it wasn't for her, I wouldn't be here.

"My child I love you a lot, I am sorry I can't be there for you...but I'll always be in here."

She said pointing at my heart. I feel my heart sink.

"Please look after yourself and find happiness...or else it would make me sad."

Happiness... how am I supposed to find that mom?

I don't have a reason to be happy...

What was happiness in the first place?

I couldn't die...so I lived even though it feels pointless...

Now that I think of it, I was around eight years old when my mother passed away... I remember sobbing alone near her grave. The only person who genuinely loved me... was now gone. She left me alone with my father, who didn't care about me at all because his girlfriend and money were way more important than me...

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I gazed outside the window and saw the school's heartthrob. His blond hair blew in the wind, as his eyes searched for someone. Maybe he was skipping class. I thought to myself. I mean he is one of the geniuses in our school, so I guess he doesn't need to be in class. That's how it works for some I guess...

Although, something about him feels off.

He is someone that everyone desires to be and have.

Has everything he needs but...

But still, all of it feels so fake.

People didn't realize this, but I did.

How can people be so blind? like... it's written all over his face that he is a fox dressed as a sheep.

He is someone, who can lie to your face without breaking character.

Someone that can't be trusted.

I honestly don't like him, he is an asshole; especially to the people he looks down on. He acts as if they are insects crawling under his feet. It's funny that people still like him knowing how bad of a human he is.

Most of them want to get with him, even though he has a really bad attitude towards them. What else could we expect from people that have been blinded by his face?

Funnily, the school has also made a shrine dedicated to him. A special place to showcase his achievements. He was being worshipped as if he was some type of God... ridiculous!

I don't get what people see in him. He is nothing special... I didn't even know the guy personally, but I still didn't like him.

As I was staring at him, trying to figure out what his next moves would be. He turned around to look at me. His ocean-blue eyes glared into my dark ones.

We glared into each other's eyes for a few minutes which felt like an eternity.

He broke eye contact first; just to check his phone and after that, he looked back at me giving me a final glance, as he grinned and walked away. His actions shot shivers down my spine.

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