Similar terms BxB [Complete]

Ch:24

Jaden's POV:

The surroundings seemed darker than usual. The sky was filled with bright shining stars. Eric was walking beside me. His gaze was aimed right at me. It wasn't making me uncomfortable. But it was bothering me. I couldn't understand him...He was being so nice to me...but I still didn't know what he actually wanted...I couldn't trust him...could I?

Eric:
"You seemed to be lost. Need some help?"

Jaden:
"Uh- not really. It's just that the sky looks really pretty today."

I said looking up to the sky.

Eric:
"And so do you."

He said as he continued staring at me. I feel my face burning up. is he serious right now...

Jaden:
"Can I ask you something?"

I stopped mid-way as he turned to face me.

Eric:
"Sure...go on."

His face got a little serious.

Jaden:
"Are you...hiding something, form me?"

Eric:
"What could I be hiding from you?"

He avoided giving me an indirect answer. He smiled but his smile wasn't genuine it was forced.

Jaden:
"Something that, I shouldn't know?"

I questioned as he chuckled.

Eric:
"And if I said I did?"

He got closer. Our face inches away from each other. His eyes looking straight into mine and then towards my lips. I was starting to feel weird. My breath was getting unsteady. The look in Eric's eyes was full of admiration. His left hand slid under my neck moving upwards towards my hair and his right hand on my waist.

Eric:
"What would you do?"

He asked, as he came closer and whispered to me tilting his head a bit. I could feel his warm breath on my cold lips.

Jaden:
"I don't know..."

I said as I placed my hands on his wrist trying to pull them off my face but they didn't even budge.

Eric:
"Can I kiss you?"

He said in a deep raspy voice. I stood there, like a deer caught in a headlight. My heartbeat increased in rate. I could hear it ring in my ears. I felt dread for the first time...Was it fear or excitement?

Jaden:
"N-No you can't."

Eric:
"Come on we kissed once when we were kids. It will be alright if we do it again right?"

This time he looked at me with lust-filled in his eyes.

Jaden:
"We were kids and now we are not..."

Eric:
"For this once...please."

He pleaded. I tried my best to back away but his right hand jerked me closer.

Eric:
"Just for this once. It would be short and sweet."

I wasn't sure how to push him away. He wouldn't let go either. I was starting to get angry.

Jaden:
"Fu-"

I was going to say something but before I could complete my sentence he crashed his lips on mine. Without even warning me. He slid his tongue in my mouth exploring each and every place in the mouth. His left hand tugged on my hair and pulled my head back to gain more access to my mouth as he deepened the kiss.

I was petrified, it happened so quickly that I couldn't even avoid it. He lied about the kiss, it was nothing like the kiss we had when we were kids. I could feel my eyes tearing up. I was finding it difficult to breathe. Soon the warm liquid trickled down my cheeks onto my face. He opened his eyes and pulled away, with a regretful look on his face. He was breathing heavily and so did I. Both of us were out of breath. I cried silently as I bit my tongue, so no sound escaped my mouth. But the tears just flowed down my cheeks as I tried to run away. He pulled me into a back hug.

Eric:
"I a-am sorry I couldn't control myself. Please don't go.... I am sorry..."

I couldn't say a word cause I know the moment I would, I wouldn't be able to stop crying... I need to calm down. I didn't dare to look at the expressions Eric was making. I didn't want to see his face.

Eric:
"J-Jade-"

Jaden:
"Shut up and let go of me!"

I pulled away with full force as his grip was weakened I was free. I wiped the tears off my face and turned towards Eric and punched him square in his pretty face. He fell to the floor with a thud. He looked at me with regret. His nose was bleeding...I think I broke it. I felt a little guilty but when I remembered what happened before anger was pulsing in my veins and I sat on him and started punching and kicking him. He did not try to fight back, just took all my beating. I didn't want this...Why did he have to do this when everything was going fine?... Hitting him is not helping either...I hate this...

I stopped hitting him and just left without even looking back or checking on him. He didn't dare to stop me

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The next day, Eric tried to speak to Jaden but he avoided him. Everyone in the school was talking about Eric's injuries, they weren't severe but the bruises were visible on his handsome face, which was hard to avoid. Although Jaden didn't feel guilty after all, he deserved it.

Jaden wasn't bothered anymore he just tried to brush everything off his mind, so after school ended he decided to visit his neighbor.

Meanwhile, Eric was going through a number of feelings invading his mind, the feeling of guilt, the fear of losing Jaden, the anger he built for himself for being sexually frustrated were all stressing him out. He needs to blow some steam. He accepted an offer from a girl for a blowjob. He usually used her for his needs nothing more than that. The girl was also fine with it, cause he couldn't fall for her and she couldn't live without him. She just wanted to feel connected to him even if it meant, she had to do It through her body she would be fine with it.

The girl was doing the deed but it didn't help him at all. All he felt was irritation. He wanted the stress to go away. His thought was infiltrated by Jaden. For a second he felt happy but then the thought of what occurred yesterday played in his mind. It saddened him again.

What would Jaden think if he saw him this way? The thought scared him. He panicked and pushed the girl away. He didn't try helping her. You could call Eric a selfish bastard. He never cared for pathetic people like her. To him ever one was pathetic and now he was the most pathetic person.

She cried asking him if she did something wrong if he didn't like it anymore. She begged him to stay and she would do it right this time she pleaded holding his legs.

"Please don't leave."

she said.

Eric at this point realized what he was doing was wrong, he was using the girl's emotions to satisfy his needs. Which he knew was the worst thing he could do.

"Don't you think you're wasting your time with a guy like me? You know I won't be able to give you what you truly deserve. It's better if you move on and find someone that actually loves you does not use you. Let's not ever do this again..."

He said in a very serious tone. The girl realized how stupid she was to think that exhibiting her body to the one she loved would make her happy, cause her love would be happy but... the truth was, it caused her to suffer the most in the end.

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