𝙴𝚖𝚎𝚛𝚊𝚕𝚍 𝚎𝚢𝚎𝚜 ✧ 𝙼 𝙰 𝚁 𝚅 𝙴 𝙻

She's dead

  You don't have to be a hero to save the world it doesn't make you a narcacist to love yourself
It feels like nothing is easy it'll never be

Now let's just say that I don't want to live anymore it has been a month since Bucky adopted me and I feel guilty every day. I can't believe I wanted to kill these people. They are nice to me the first people I know who has been nice to me. So I'm going to do the one thing I have wanted to do all my life I'm going to commit suicide. So where am I now you might ask . I'm at the top of the tower and I'm sitting at the edge of it ready to push myself. I'm ready to kill myself and I'm going to do it .
"Friday please don't tell anyone about this until you make sure I'm dead then play the message" I said to the A.I  as I look at the ground below me. The ground that has seen all my suffering and done nothing about it that ground will take my life.
"Aright as you wish Rose" She responded now I'm ready to push myself . I held on the edge tightly as I push myself then I let go of it . Its fast simple with one push my life is gone some might scream some might cry but not me I just slowly let the wind take my life. I feel the blood in my body grow cold. As I touch the ground I feel it take me away take my soul and just let my body as the only evidence that I this me was there not the Frozen Soldier but me Rose the name I call myself since I don't know if I even have one. I see light but the sunlight I see the faces of the people that know me just as Rose not who I really am I see their sad faces the faces that I didn't deserve to get even when I'm dying because I've caused pain to many people kids have lost their parents brothers and sisters lost their siblings and parents lost their kids only because I ever existed if I could I wouldn't kill them but I had to for my own well being
Because back then I only new hydra but now I know there's something else and  it could be a new chance but no that something else is death for me. Then I see my vision turn into darkness and I hear the words I aways wished to hear
"She's dead" .

Anyone's p.o.v.

The avengers are sitting at the living room as the A.I's voice is heard. " Rose asked me to inform you that she commited suicide" The avengers are in shock as they hear the last words Bucky get up from his spot on the couch and runes down the stairs as he sees the crowd of people by the lifeless body of the girl he saw as his daughter. He runes to her side and the other avengers do as well. Bruce goes to check her pulse but feels nothing as in shock the words Bucky never wanted to hear come out of his mouth.
"She's dead" All of their faces are flooded with tears as they found out the girl ended her life.

That's aright let it out talk to me