Kokichi? {Oumasai/Saiouma} {HIATUS}

-2-

The next day Kokichi woke up in Shuichi's arms. He never wanted to leave this place. He never wanted to leave Shuichi. His warm arms, his emo hair, his hat, his flustered personality. He loved him even if sometimes he was a book nerd. He still loved him with all his heart. 

"Ngh," Shuichi grumbled. Kokichi thought he was adorable when he was asleep and he loved all the soft sounds that came out of his mouth. 

"Ko-Kokichi I-I love you." He mumbled under his breath. Kokichi just smiled and snuggled closer to Shuichi.

"I love you too."

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Shuichi took longer to wake up, but this was normal and Kokichi loved it. He got to play with his soft hair and he got to just admire the beauty of his boyfriend sleeping. Kokichi sighed content with the situation he was in. He always feels like he doesn't deserve someone like Shuichi. He is always afraid of abandonment. But moments like these push those thoughts aside and just make his heart feel warm with the love he feels for this boy. 

"Kokichi" Shuichi groaned awake and groggily looked at Kokichi with tired eyes. 

"Morning my beloved," Kokichi said with a dreamy look on his face. 

"How long have you been up?" Shuichi asked more alert.

"Not long just an early riser y'know," Kokichi said with his signature grin.

"Don't lie to me, another nightmare?" Shuichi said voice coated in concern. All Kokichi did is sigh and nod. 

"Kokichi you can trust me," Shuichi said taking Kokichi's hand in his.

"I'm sorry it's a force of habit," Kokichi said with a smirk.

"No seriously," Shuichi stared at Kokichi. He let his eyes linger there. Kokichi caught in his lie gave in and hugged Shuichi saying shortly after,

"I'm sorry," He said trying to suppress tears burning behind his eyes.

"It's alright it's hard to change, but try your best to trust me ok?" Shuichi said moving his hand to Kokichi's hair. Shuichi tried his best to comfort him. Kokichi tried to hide his tears only this caused a tear stain on Shuichi's shirt. He cried silently while Shuichi held him. Kokichi has never had someone who has cared about him. So this always hit him hard knowing Shuichi always put him first before anything else even though he believes he doesn't deserve it. 

'Why does he care so much he must really love me.' Kokichi thought. He has never been loved before. Kokichi thought love could only be painful because for him it has always been one-sided and the other person always leaves him alone in the end. Not once before has he felt what Shuichi has given him real genuine love and affection. 

"Saihara!" Himiko yelled from behind the door followed by banging on the door. 

"We can't find Kokichi. He is not in his room and we're worried he might be up to something!" Shuichi groaned pulling out of the embrace to go and answer the door.

"Sorry I haven't seen him-" Shuichi yelled before seeing Kokichi's tear-stained face.

"Kokichi are you ok?" He said in a whisper to not be heard by Himiko. Kokichi looked up at him confused before he remembered he was crying. With tears spilling out of his eyes, 'I'm just feeling a feeling I haven't felt in a while.' He thought.

"Your love is too much for me Shuichi," Kokichi said with a smile. The feelings of heartache dispersed. Shuichi wiped his tears and pulled him into another hug.

"I love you no matter what," Shuichi whispered into Kokichi's ear causing him to shiver from his breath hitting his ear.

"Saihara-kun! I'm worried about what Kokichi could be up too!" Himiko yelled again with more pounding on the door following her yells.

"We better go," Shuichi said to Kokichi holding his face in his hands. Kokichi nuzzled into the palm of his hand loving the feeling of his soft hand on his face before nodding and placing a kiss on his lips with a smile on his face.

At Hopes, Peak Kokichi was known for pulling pranks. Hopes Peak is also a very prestigious school only accepting students with ultimate talents and no one else. The students were banned from sharing rooms from something that happened in the previous years, but most of the students disregarded and did not care about this rule in the slightest. Kokichi and Saihara being one of them. They broke this rule ages ago after Shuichi found that Kokichi had bad insomnia and slept better with someone there he felt like Kokichi getting sleep was more important than any rule. Kokichi was overjoyed with being able to share a room and sleep in the arms of his beloved every night. 

They didn't have classes today because it was a teacher prep day. And Himiko was still pounding on the door.

"Coming Himiko!" Shuichi said getting out of bed. Kokichi knew the drill, he hid in the closet behind his clothes.

"I have no clue where he could have gone!" She huffed at Shuichi.

"Why don't we go and check the hall?" Shuichi asked trying to give Kokichi a chance to escape.

Taking the time he got from them leaving Kokichi climbed out of the window which wasn't a problem because they are on the first floor. Once he escaped he walked through the front doors of the school and saw Himiko.

"Hey guys" He paused until they faced him.

"Want to go to breakfast cause I'm starving!" 

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"So Kokichi where were you this morning?" Himiko asked obviously annoyed with him.

"What did you think I did exactly?" Kokichi asked with his casual smirk.

"You're Kokichi Ouma! You could have done anything!!" She yelled slamming her hands on the table.

"Himiko calm down!" Shuichi called out in an attempt to calm her down.

"You're making me blush getting so angry over me." Kokichi said with another smirk. Himiko growled and Shuichi just sighed.

"Anyway if you want to know so badly then I'll tell you, I was sleeping then I went to go raid the vending machine for some panta." 

"Classic Kokichi," Shuichi sighed. 

"I still don't trust you!" Himiko shouted getting up from the table. She walked out of the lunchroom and slammed the door.

"She's so hard on me." Kokichi sighed.

"It's alright cause you have me." Shuichi got up and kissed Kokichi.

"Why do we have to keep our relationship a secret from her it would be easier-" Shuichi started before being cut off.

"Himiko is so set on the rules she would turn us in, in a heartbeat and we won't be able to see each other anymore!" Kokichi yelled. He may have come off as angry, but really he was worried of abandonment and didn't want to be left alone again. 

"You're right..." He paused before he got an idea.

"Hey, wanna go hang out with Miu and Keebo?" Shuichi asked knowing that Kokichi loved to go over to their dorm and hang out.

"Sure I have nothing better to do since classes aren't today." He said. Shuichi knew he was just trying to seem like he didn't want to go and had to go, but he knew him better than that. 

"Alright, let's go then." Shuichi joined his hand with Kokichi's and started walking over to Keebo's apartment.

A/N Another chapter finished! I hope you like it so far. Thanks for reading!

-ShuichiOuma010-