Kokichi? {Oumasai/Saiouma} {HIATUS}

-7-

"ShuShu~ Why is school so long! I want to just stay with you all day!" Kokichi held out his words as they walked to their next class. The school day only had 2 hour long classes with lunch afterward. Then for the last part of school they got to go to their labs and enhance their talents or you could go to your clubs.

"It's not that long Koki~..." He teased poking his cheek making Kokichi jump. "Hey!" He yelled before grabbing his hand again. "You act all mad but you still hold my hand...you are just so cute~" Shuichi whispered making Kokichi's cheeks go pink before he shook his head. He hated blushing in front of others and Shuichi knew that. Shuichi had the same problem but he and Kokichi still teased each other regardless. 

"But I just want to be able to hang out with my ShuShu! But school always takes that away from me!" Shuichi rolled his eyes and stopped Kokichi in the almost empty hallway. Kokichi looked up at him confused before Shuichi connected their lips together. It was a quick kiss but it still made them both slightly flushed, Shuichi more than Kokichi.

"We can go on a date later if you would like to. All you have to do is ask love~" Shuichi laughed to himself and after a moment of embarrassment, Kokichi laughed with him. "You want to go to the party on Friday right?" Kokichi asked Shuichi knowing that he didn't love having to be in big crowds of people. Kokichi liked this fact about him because that meant more time where he could have Shuichi to himself.

"Yeah, I mean I would rather stay home with you...but I should probably go for Kaede and I'm sure you want to go," Shuichi said holding his free hand over his mouth. Kokichi giggled at Shuichi for a moment before placing a kiss on his hand. "You don't have to just go for me and Kaede Shu~," He placed his hand on his cheek giving him teasing pats. "If you don't want to go we can just watch some anime or something." He pulled his face down so he could whisper into his ear.

"Ok, but I want to go just to say hi to Kaede because she did invite us." Shuichi fiddled with his fingers. Kokichi knew that Shuichi hated breaking promises so, he let it slide. "Alrighty then! But if we are going..." Kokichi pulled his face down so they were facing before he continued. "You have to tell me if you are feeling uncomfortable, ok?" Shuichi smiled at him and placed a gentle kiss on his forehead. 

"I will," Shuichi said pulling him into the classroom so they could get into class before the bell rang. Kokichi took his spot next to his boyfriend and pulled out a notebook he could doodle in while the boring lecture was going on.

"Remember that your group projects are due in 2 weeks! Be ready to turn them in then! Anyway, continuing the lesson..." The project was the one thing Kokichi was not looking forward too. He and Shuichi were in the same group with Kaito and Maki...he wasn't looking forward to working with them. Kaito and Kokichi still have had a hard time being able to not be at each other's throats every time they see each other.

Shuichi felt nervous about all of this but being able to do the project with Kokichi kept his jealousy at bay. Whenever Kokichi would go and hang out with Rantaro or Keebo he would get really jealous...it doesn't happen that much anymore now that they are together but he still hates not being able to be with Kokichi all the time.

"We should work on the project later today, maybe we could meet up with Kaito and Maki or do a video call?" He tapped Kokichi's shoulder making him look at him. Shuichi saw him frown and tried to give him a reassuring smile...but it didn't seem to do much... "Yeah, how much do we still have to do?" He sighed holding a hand to grab Shuichi's hand. Shuichi smiled and gave his hand a squeeze.

"Seeing as you and Kaito were yelling at each other last time...we didn't get that much done...but we are probably a 1/4 of the way done with it so far." He looked down at his lap feeling a little disappointed he couldn't give him better news. "That's great...so a meeting today?" He asked sounding bored...which was a given. 

"Yup," The class continued on and Kokichi didn't talk to Shuichi as much as he usually does. Shuichi felt concerned about this and put a hand on his shoulder. "Are you ok?" He asked rubbing his hand up and down his back to try and calm him down. "Yes...but if you wanted me to be honest then no..." He turned his head the other way and went back to drawing. Shuichi knew that he shouldn't pry when he acted like this...he could just ask him later when they go to their free time at the end of the day...after lunch of course.

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"That's a wrap! See you again tomorrow! We will be doing group work tomorrow!" Shuichi got up and grabbed his bag getting ready to go to lunch with Kokichi, only Kokichi made no move to get up or pack up his things. "Kokichi?" Shuichi asked feeling even more concerned about Kokichi. 

Kokichi looked up and his face was pale...well, paler than usual. Shuichi knew that he was about to have a panic attack so he quickly brought him out of the classroom and brought him into his lab. 

He opened the door and slowly closed it making sure to not make any loud noises to make the attack worse. His panic attacks don't happen that often...but Shuichi has been there when he has had them a couple of times. He walked him over to a chair and grabbed the blanket he kept in the drawer for events like these or when Kokichi got cold. 

Kokichi's eyes went wide and he started hyperventilating. "It's going to be ok just breathe." Shuichi soothed holding Kokichi's hands in his as his whole frame trembled. He rubbed his thumb over his knuckles and made sure to keep one of his hands on his cheek to make sure that Kokichi knew he was there.

"It's ok baby...just calm down..." Kokichi started sobbing and Shuichi pulled him into his arms making sure to keep the blanket around him while he sat back into the chair. He rocked him slowly as he cried into his chest. He knew he was scared of all the things that have happened to him and he is afraid of hurting Shuichi. 

Shuichi rubbed his back up and down while his shaking slowed. "It's ok now...I'm right here..."

-Here is the next part! Getting no sleep and still updating! Thank you all so much for reading!!-

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