High school has always been a nightmare but will having someone by your side help at all... Who knows all Shuichi and Kokichi know is that they are in it together...
Kokichi couldn't calm down. His mind was spinning. It wasn't that bad earlier...Kokichi was feeling off the night before but he didn't even really notice...until it got worse during class. He just felt himself break down. He couldn't do anything about it and he felt so helpless.
"Baby baby Kichi it's going to be ok," He could hear Shuichi's gentle voice trying to reach him. But he was already so deep in his own thoughts...so he couldn't do anything about it. He was reaching out for him hoping for anything to bring him out of the hole he felt he has fallen down.
"My love it's going to be ok. I'm right here. I'm right here. Shh." He soothed Kokichi as he shook in his arms. Kokichi just sobbed onto his chest. Shuichi hated it when he had to see him like this but was glad that he trusted him enough to let him help him when things like these happen.
"Shuichi," He croaked out as he let some final sobs leave his trembling lips. Shuichi rubbed his back and combed his hand through his hair. He pulled him closer to his chest and Kokichi just curled closer to him. "Yes love," He whispered trying not to make any sudden movements or any loud noises.
"Thank you," He whispered into his chest. Shuichi glances over at the clock after planting kisses on both of Kokichi's cheeks. "Of course love," He kissed him on the lips for a long moment before breaking away from him.
They say there in silence, a content silence. Kokichi took a moment before his breathing calmed down and his hands stopped shaking. He slowly got off of Shuichi and let the blanket slide off of him and fall onto Shuichi's lap.
"We still have an hour before Schools over. Do you want to talk about it?" Shuichi asked gesturing for him to join him on the couch next to him. Kokichi hesitantly walked over and took the seat next to him. His leg bounces up and down as he nervously looks away from him.
"Kichi, we should talk about it...but I do understand if you don't feel comfortable." He placed his hand on his thigh. This made Kokichi stop bouncing his leg and look over at Shuichi. "Yeah..." He trailed off having no idea where to start.
It was the same as it always was. He was anxious about going out to places with Shuichi because he could always see when other people try to flirt with him...when Shuichi always doesn't seem to notice...he is always so afraid of losing him.
"You won't lose me Kichi. I love you so much and I will never leave you," He kissed him again making Kokichi blush. "Hey! We should get ready for our date!" He playfully pushed Shuichi away from him before he got off the sofa.
"Alright," He said chuckling as he walked out with him. They both went to their own rooms to get changed. Kokichi put on a baggy band shirt with a striped long-sleeve shirt underneath. He also put on his ripped jeans and his high tops before he left for Shuichi's room.
Shuichi was wearing a similar band shirt with a jacket over it. He also had ripped jeans and boots on. Kokichi blushes when he saw him but quickly hid it. "Hey ShuShu!" He booped his nose teasingly. Shuichi blushes but he grabbed his hand and intertwined their fingers.
"What a romantic you are~," He said kissing him on the lips before grabbing his hand and leaving him to the park.
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The trees made the park all nice and shady. Shuichi smiles seeing Kokichi slipping with him over to the swing sets. "Come on Shuichi~! We have to ride the swings~," He held out the words with a playful groan. "Ok," He sighed and took his spot next to Kokichi on the swings.
"You know when you ride the swings with someone you like you have to tell them one thing you like about them! And then they say something back and you keep going back and forth until you run out!" Kokichi smiles like a child who just woke up to find presents on the table on their birthday.
"Since when has-" Shuichi started but Kokichi cut him off. "Since I say so!" He said playfully pouting at Shuichi. Shuichi tolled his eyes before he gave him a nod. "Alright! Well I love your beautiful gray-yellow eyes!" Kokichi says before pushing off to start his swing.
"I love your adorable smile," Shuichi replies swinging his swing out farther. "I love your cute laugh!" He said swinging faster. Shuichi just looked at him adoringly. "I love your soft hands, your cheeks, your personality, and all the words you say to me!" Shuichi said making Kokichi gasp with a flush on his face.
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He slowed down on his swing. Shuichi did the same and took Kokichi's hand in his own. "I love how you always take Kaito on even though there is a big height difference." He rustled his hair as Kokichi glared at him for his last comment. He let his fingers intertwine with Shuichi's and he smiled to himself as their swings slowed and came to a steady pace where they were slowly swinging side by side.
The night was calm as the two boys just listened to the gentle creaking of the swings as they stared at the night sky as the sun was setting. Kokichi felt Shuichi's hand moving up his arm trying to get him to face him. Kokichi obliged and turned to see Shuichi looking at him as if he was prettier than all of the stars combined.
"I love you Kokichi," He whispered holding his hands on both sides of Kokichi's head holding him closer to his face. Kokichi could feel his warm breath on his lips and it made a pink flush come across his cheeks. Shuichi soon closed the gap and let his lips meet with Kokichi's.
It was peaceful being able to be together like this. Because they haven't been able to go anywhere together for most of the month. Although Shuichi doesn't prefer going out he loves being able to do things like this with the one he loves.
-Today has been a slow day...I am really exhausted from being tormented with nightmares whenever I try to go to sleep...but it is what it is I guess...anyway. Thank you all for reading!!-
