Kokichi? {Oumasai/Saiouma} {HIATUS}

-13-

"I'm glad as well," Nagito said hesitantly hugging Kokichi back. Shuichi and Hajime shared a knowing look. They both knew that Nagito was jumpy and didn't feel like he deserved to be touched. So whenever people touch him he feels nervous because he thinks that he did something wrong.

Hajime and Nagito when they finally got together Nagito was always so self-conscious about showing affection to Hajime in public...or at all. Hajime has been working on trying to get Nagito to think more highly of himself. But knowing Nagito he hasn't made much headway...

"So Hajime, how have your classes been going?" Shuichi walked over to Hajime to let his boyfriend talk to Nagito for a bit.

"It's been ok, stressful, but mostly ok. Nagito has been blaming himself for whenever I feel overworked...so there is also that," Hajime put his head down with a small frown. Shuichi places his hand on his shoulder so Hajime raised his head.

"It's alright. It's going to take him a while to adjust...because people have never treated him the way you are treating him." Shuichi paused for a moment to read Hajime's expression.

"But you are being so patent with him and I'm proud of you for that...Kokichi can be a lot to handle sometimes so I get what you mean," Hajime smiled at Shuichi. He was feeling blessed that he was able to have such a good friend to help him and to be able to talk to about anything basically.

Nagito and Kokichi have always been close. When Nagito and Hajime got together and Shuichi and Kokichi got together Hajime tried his best to talk to Shuichi so he could get to know Kokichi's boyfriend. Shuichi was doing the same thing.

Nagito and Kokichi liked seeing their boyfriends getting along so well. Kokichi always feels pride in his heart that his emo boyfriend is making new friends. He always teases him about how he never wants to talk to anyone...but he really just wants him to make some friends.

"I feel that dude...but thanks for that, Hajime sighed again making Shuichi laugh a bit. Hajime looked down at his watch and looked at the time. It was already getting late...

"Well thanks for talking to me Shuichi, but me and Nagito have to go and work on some homework before we go to bed." Hajime tapped Nagito on his shoulder making him yelp a bit. Kokichi laughed at the little outburst but didn't say anything.

"Alright! See you guys later!" Kokichi smiled and took his place by Shuichi's side. Shuichi let his hand move to grab Kokichi's.

It was nice being able to feel Kokichi's hand in his. It made him smile to himself as they walked away to their dorm. Just as the others did moments before.

The hallways were all empty because school ended a while ago. It was nice for them to be able to not have anyone else there to interrupt them. Nice to be able to just relax in the silence on a calm walk with their lover.

"Hey, Shuichi?" Kokichi asked breaking the calm silence. Shuichi looked down at him slowing his pace a bit.

"What is it, sweetheart?" He asked rubbing his thumb over the back of his hand. Kokichi's hand was shaking a bit but soon he relaxed.

"Do you love me?" The question took Shuichi by surprise.

Doesn't Kokichi know he loves him more than anything?

Did something happen that made him question my love for him?

Why is he asking me this?

Does he really think I don't?

Shuichi's mind was running a million miles a minute as questions came into his head. He wanted Kokichi to know that he loves him. He wants him to not even question the fact. He loves him more than anything and nothing could ever change that.

"Of course I do love," He paused for a moment to grab Kokichi's face in his hands. He looked at him for a few moments before pulling his face to his finally connecting their lips.

Kokichi gasped at first but soon returned the kiss with the same love and passion. All he could think about is how much Shuichi means to him...and how much he means to Shuichi.

Shuichi made him feel safe. Shuichi was the one who could make him feel like he was loved. Truly loved by someone...unlike all the others who didn't love him truly...they just lied over and over again breaking his heart to the point where it shattered.

"You mean everything to me. You make me smile when I feel like crying, you are always there to hold me when I'm sad, and you love me even though sometimes it's hard for me to love myself." Kokichi blushes at his words and was trying to bite back some tears. He hated crying in public...and Shuichi knew that better than anyone else.

"Let's go back first," He grabbed his hand again and walked a bit faster back to his dorm room.

Kokichi didn't say anything because he felt so nervous that his voice would betray him. He wanted to cry or blush or something because Shuichi was just to perfect but there was no way in hell he was going to in public.

They got to Shuichi's dorm moments later. Shuichi fishes out his key and opened the door. The room was empty and the light was out. It was a little darker outside so there was no outside light lighting the room either.

They both wouldn't want it any other way. They both liked the dark because it was a safe place. No one could see much or judge them. They were just alone in the moment one with each other.

"I love you more than anything Kokichi...what made you ask that?" He asked trying to sound calm. He didn't want Kokichi to make him feel guilty about asking.

"I was just wondering because Nagito and Hajime obviously like each other a lot...and some people were talking earlier and it made me feel a little self-conscious..." He whispered moving away from Shuichi. Shuichi wrapped his arms around Kokichi's waist and pulled him into his lap.

Kokichi was confused by this at first but then Shuichi started to gently kiss the back of his neck. He moved to his shoulder before slowly moving to his face. While he was kissing him he rubbed his arms and back. Kokichi shuddered at the affection and let out a content sigh.

"Thank you Shuichi," Kokichi whispered before leaning farther into Shuichi's touch.

-More cuddling because I'm sad haha...anyway, people suck and the usual things...thank you all so much for reading!!-

-ShuichiOuma010-