Kokichi? {Oumasai/Saiouma} {HIATUS}

-14-

"So what were they saying, love..." Kokichi didn't say anything so Shuichi continued.

"You mentioned people talking earlier and how it made you feel self-conscious...so you want to talk about it?" Kokichi flinched and put his head in his hands. Shuichi could tell he was already on edge from before but now he was sure he was on the verge of tears.

"Hey, hey...it's ok if you don't want to...I'm sorry for reminding you..." Shuichi nuzzled his head into Kokichi's neck and held onto him slightly tighter. Kokichi started to cry. People are always saying things about him behind his back and sometimes he hears them. Most of the time he just laughs it off...but sometimes he can't handle it with his own self-loathing thoughts.

"S-Sorry S-Shuichi..." Kokichi turned around in Shuichi's lap and moved his head into his shoulder staining it with tears. Shuichi just held him while he sobbed. He hated having to see him so sad but he knew Kokichi better than anyone. And he knew that things got to him more than he let on...

"It's ok Baby...I'm right here, what did they say?" He asked gently moving his hands to rub his back. Kokichi sniffled before sobbing again.

"T-They said that I didn't deserve you...a-and that you always look uncomfortable when you are around me! And they called me a-annoying and c-clingy...and it's true...I'm s-sorry..." He looked to the side and more tears poured down his face.

"It's not true love," Shuichi grabbed his face in his hands. He wiped his tears off with thumbs.

"If anything I don't deserve someone as amazing as you. I love how clingy you are it makes me feel more loved...and I'm always uncomfortable in social situations...it's not you it's just me...I'm sorry they made you feel this way..." He kissed him on his cheeks before adding.

"I love you more than anything...and nothing and no one can change that," Kokichi smiled as Shuichi placed his lips on his own. Shuichi kisses him gently as some last few tears came down his cheeks.

"Thank you for saying that Shuichi," He paused and blushed looking to the side again. Shuichi was a little confused by his change in behavior before he blushed.

"I really don't mean to get so emotional and I don't mean to make you feel like I'm using you for making me feel better and for being my boyfriend and-" Shuichi kissed him again and slowly moved him onto the bed pushing him down onto the mattress.

"Shuichi-" Shuichi cur him off my nuzzling his face into his chest while he held him in his arms. Shuichi was laying on top of him and holding him tightly. Kokichi blushed at Shuichi snuggling up to him.

"You aren't using me...people have before and it's not even anything compared to you...you love me as much as I love you and don't make it seem like I'm the only one who does anything from you," He kissed Kokichi's neck again and kissed up to his mouth. He lingered on his lips for a long moment as he did before.

"Look who's being clingy~," Kokichi teased and poked his nose. Shuichi blushed and hid his face in Kokichi's chest again.

"Well this school uniform is uncomfortable so why don't we get changed and cuddle~ sound good sweetheart~," Kokichi pet Shuichi's head as he slowly got over his embarrassment and nodded.

They both got up to change and Kokichi threw on his usual pajamas. Kokichi wears a long lavender sweater with shorty shorts and Shuichi just wears checkered pajama pants with a grey short sleeve shirt.

"Hey Shu~ you look amazing~," Kokichi wrapped his arms around his waist pulling him closer to him. Shuichi felt embarrassed seeing as he was about to put his shirt on.

"K-Kokichi!" Shuichi gasped making Kokichi laugh.

"You are absolutely adorable Shu~," Kokichi booped his nose with a smirk. Shuichi took a moment to get over his embarrassment before he pulled his shirt on.

"Hey, Shuichi~ I want cuddles!" Kokichi yelled annoyed stomping his foot playfully while he stood by the bed. Shuichi smiled and walked over to him.

He quickly pulled him into his arms and nuzzled into his neck. Shuichi loves the feeling he gets from being this close to Kokichi. He feels more love than he has from anyone else...and he wouldn't want to lose it for the world.

"Shu~ why don't we lay down love~?" Shuichi blushed as Kokichi pulled him into the bed. Except this time Kokichi laid on top of him. Shuichi blushed but soon realized that it was just him and Kokichi.

"Y-yeah," Shuichi bit his lip feeling his embarrassment come back again.

"You know I love how you blush all the time~," He kissed his cheeks making Shuichi blush even more. Shuichi closed his eyes with a groan.

"Yeah...you've mentioned it," Kokichi starts giggling again making Shuichi feel even more embarrassed. He slowly opened his eyes while Kokichi laughed harder for a moment.

"Ok ok, I'm sorry I'll stop teasing you for now," His laughter died down and he just let himself sigh as he rested against Shuichi. Shuichi felt his shoulder relax as well when all he could hear is Kokichi's soft breathing.

"Hey Kokichi," Shuichi said softly breaking the silence.

"Yeah, Shu?" Kokichi asked raising his head to meet his eyes.

"I love you," Shuichi looked at Kokichi as his face turned red. Kokichi turned his head away with a yelp. Shuichi laughed a bit before slowly grabbing his cheek.

"I love you, and I mean it," Kokichi blushed even more and mumbled something as he hid his face in Shuichi's shirt.

"I know you get more flustered when you are tired and when your mask starts to slip...I love when I get to see the real you even though you don't like that part of yourself I am absolutely enthralled by it..." He whispered and pulled the covers higher over both of them.

"Goodnight Shu..." Kokichi closed his eyes and let himself fall asleep. He felt safe. And loved, by the one he cares about the most.

-So my ex-friend is being a bitch...but this isn't new...anyway, I'm doing a little better than this morning. Thank you all so much for reading!!-

-ShuichiOuma010-