Immortal Stranger

Diary Entry #19

As promised, here is the shocking chapter!!! I can't believe I even wrote it!!!! Lol so enjoy... and plz read the authors note at the end

DIARY ENTRY #19

DANNY'S P.O.V.

My vision clouded with anger as soon as I broke through the door to the room. That guy, Luke, was holding Tia behind him like he owned her. She wasn't his... She was MINE!

Suddenly a huge wave of anger overtook me and the next thing I knew I was sitting on Luke, strangling him. I didn't care that he was purple and was pleading for me to let him go. I just wanted him gone so things could go back the way they were before.

"Danny, please don't do this. You aren't him. You aren't that guy," Her soft voice floated through her head. I stopped for a second and let her continue.

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Danny, this isn't his fight. It's ours. Please just talk to me. I want to listen," Tia continued. I got off Luke and slowly advanced on Tia. I hated how she looked at me with fear and suddenly I was holding her by her neck. What was wrong with me?

"What were you going to do with him Tia if I hadn't come up? Where you going to kiss him?" I asked, the words scratching my throat. Even saying it felt like daggers. Tia was mine, right?

"No Danny! I love you!" She cried and I threw her against the wall. I felt so betrayed by her... How could she say that when it was obvious that she didn't love me?

The next few minutes were a blur. I could see her tears and I felt her sadness and fear but I couldn't reach her. I couldn't connect or stop my anger. Something was wrong. I wasn't usually this angry. What was wrong with me?

I opened my eyes and I was sitting over Luke's body. I felt my lips and realized that Tia and I had just kissed. Why couldn't I remember?

Then suddenly I was pressing down on her throat, loving the way her eyes bulged and her throat screamed. I shook myself and let my anger fade. Then I felt her lips on mine and I kissed back. I let go of her hands and wondered what was wrong with me.

Then a fiery pain shot through my neck. I cringed and wrapped my hands around her throat once more and decided that it was enough of this game. It was time for her to die.

Then my head cleared. It finally cleared. I could see everything so real, so clear, that I never thought of before.

"Tia!" Luke called as he crashed into me. I struggled against him and tried to tell him that it was okay, I was in control of me now but he wouldn't let me talk.

"Stand down!" A new voice called. I groaned as I realized that it was the national guards. Great, they just had to come in and see me tackled on the floor wtih Tia... Wait, where was Tia?

I looked around worriedly and gasped as I saw her slumped against the wall unconsious.

"Tia no!" I shouted and tried to go to her. But Luke held fast and I couldn't move. I growled as he clasped my hands behind my back and shoved me against the wall.

"What are you playing-" Then Luke stopped. "You were bit,"

He let go of me and I ran to the mirror. I traced the bite mark and realized that was what the pain was. Tia had bit me. But why?

As I looked closer I realized it was to cover up another bite mark. Somebody else had bit me! That was why I was so angry! They had projected their anger onto me through the bite!

"Tia!" I cried and ran up to her. I pulled her into me and sobbed at the thought of hurting her. I was so wrong for her. All this time I had been so selfish, only caring about the throne when Tia was so lost and confused about being a Vampire. I thought of the blood-lust that had come over me when I was feeding from her and understood why Tia was so mad. I hadn't thought of knocking her out, I only cared about the blood. That's why she was in so much pain!

I groaned as I looked at her body, taking in all her hurt and pain. I saw the bruises on her neck and couldn't help but cry a bit more at the thought of wanting to kill her. I didn't even want to think about me ever laying a hand on her unwillingly again. I would never. I loved her too much.

"Please Tia, come back to me," I whispered in her ear as I stroked her hair. Suddenly, like the choir of heaven, she groaned and sat up.

"Danny... what happened?" She whispered. I could feel her confusion and then I felt her memories flood back to her. But instead of shying away from me, she just looked at me.

"I am sorry Tia for everything I have done. Without me you would be enjoying a beautiful vacation. But now your a Vampire and I killed you and then I hurt you. I don't deserve you no matter how much I love you," I said as I took her hands. I saw relief in her eyes as she understood that I was back to normal.

"It's okay Danny, I understand. I know that wasn't you back there and it's okay. I know you have been under alot of pressure and I shouldn't have been so selfish. I'm still not happy about you hitting me but I can forgive you. Because that's what you do when you love someone. As for you regret taking me into your world, I don't. Without you I wouldn't be happy. Not now, not ever," She whispered. I felt more tears well up in my eyes at her compassion and forgiveness. I didn't deserve her.

"Tia, I love you and I always will. I don't deserve you and I couldn't live with myself knowing that you deserve somone who treats you better. I will always love you and I want you to know that this is the hardest thing I will ever have to do. But if you love something; set it free. I want you to have a happy life and the only way you can do that is with out me. I'm so sorry for everything Tia and I hope one day, maybe in the after life, we can be together. But right now, you need someone better and I can't be that. I love you Tia. Goodbye," I said as tears poured down my cheek. I felt as if my heart was breaking in two halves as I let go of my mate. I felt her sadness and confusion crash over me and more tears rose to my eyes. But I couldn't turn around and we couldn't go back. I loved her so much and that was why I had to let her go. I couldn't live with myself knowing that she could have had a better life with someone else.

I slowly got up and tried to ignore my mate's pleading and reasoning. It's for our own good, I thought, but deep inside me I wondered how anything could be good when it hurt this much.

"Take care of her man. Never let her go and always love her," I growled as I walked up to Luke. He nodded and I watched as he walked over to Tia and craddled her in his arms. I felt my heart break even more but I knew that if Tia was ever going to be truly happy, it wasn't going to be with me.

So without looking back, I walked out of Tia's room and out her life.

As promised, amazingly delicious.... So now we wondering, what happens in the future?

   Will Tia and Danny ever reunite or will Luke and Tia be forever? And what are Sam and Willow cooking up while Danny and Luke and Tia have been busy fighting it out?!

  All will be revealed very soon my darlings and I hope you enjoy! Please commment to let me know if I, doing okay and thanks so much everybody! Next upload is next tuesday!!!

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