Being a Celebrity's Daughter

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August

I tangled my fingers in Ari's hair as she took the soul out of me. "Fuck guh." I grunted.

She giggled with my dick still down her throat and that was it for me. I busted in her mouth with no warning and I seen the surprise on her face.

"Augggg." She whined. "I told you to stop doing that." She walked into the bathroom to spit it out in the sink.

"My bad ma." I laughed and fixed my clothes. I grabbed my blunt and re lit it.

I know you're wondering 'Aren't you two supposed to be in two different states right now?' and yes we told the girls that we are going to be in Chicago and NOLA, but really we took a month long trip.

Trust me I love my girls with everything in me, but it's a lot raising two girls. Especially with the type of attitudes the girls got on them. They were so strong minded and so hardcore that it was just tough getting through to them and it takes a lot and another strong person to put up with the both of them.

Sometimes I needed a break, no matter how fucked up it sounds. I hated lying to my babies, but they old enough to care for themselves and one day when they have their own kids, they'll understand.

"August!" Ariana snapped her fingers in my face.

"I'm sorry love, what did you say?" I cleared my throat.

"Where is your head at?" She walked back into the bathroom and this time I followed after her.

"I was just thinking about the girls."

"You miss them baby?" She started to do something with her hair.

"Of course I do." I admitted.

"Then call them love." She giggled.

I walked out the bathroom to grab my phone until I stopped myself. "Do you think that they'll hate me one day?"

"Hate you for what?" She took a seat next to me on the bed.

"Because it seems like I'm never there for them. I'm always on the road and when I am home, I'm only home for days at a time before I'm back out again on to the next place."

"What baby? When you're home all you do is bug those girls. You in they face from the minute you get home to the minute you have to leave to go back on the road. You hold on to them tighter than a knotted rope August. I doubt that they will ever hate you so much that they turn their backs on you because those girls worship you and your love. So stop being so hard on yourself and if you feel that way, start spending more time with your daughters."

I took in what she was saying and thought about it. She was right, I am sometimes in their ass like a thong and I know I stress them out as much as I be down their backs, but I just want a bond with my kids. I don't want a relationship with them like I have with my parents.

"Thanks ma, you right." I wrapped my arms around her and pulled her body on top of mine. "You really make me logical." I gripped her butt and kissed her.

"Mm." She moaned in my mouth. "I know baby, what would you do without me." She smirked.

"Fuck a bunch of bitches." I laughed and she popped me in my mouth.

"That wasn't funny." She tried to get off me.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I love you fatty." I kissed her again.

"You about to start something you can't finish." She licked my lip.

"Yeah? Show me what you working with then." I flipped us over.