B. L. A. C. K.

Welcome to My life

November 13th, 2019

I am sitting in my math class completely zoned out. I cannot focus and it's only 12:31 pm. Anthony was crying all night on the phone begging me to give him another chance.

I know what y'all thinking. "Girl fuck him, move on. " Well I am trying. Apart of me wants to leave and apart of me wants to stay. He is my first and I know him cheating is wrong but people make mistakes right? I'm hurt as shit and I just can't even think of being near him , so I have been avoiding him. All my friends saying I should take him back.

They asses only saying that cause he lets me use his car. When I got his car we all be shopping and thinking we cool driving the streets of Boston. He got money cause he a dope boy so I stayed in some nice shit. He was 24 so I didn't have to deal with seeing him in school.

Sometimes I think that's a good thing but I was wrong. He was caught cheating on me with some 20 year old bitch from Dorchester. I heard her name was Roshawnda. She's a real nasty bitch , she got two kids and don't know who the baby daddies are.

If anyone want they dick sucked , they hit up Roshawnda. I heard that bitch eats up the dick , balls too! But that's not my problem. Hoes will be hoes.
"Tammi, the bell rang bitch ! Da' fuck you thinkin bout??" Lala said.

I zoned back in and rolled my eyes.

"Bitch you know what I'm thinkin bout."

"I told you stop thinkin and take him back. Sometimes you gotta share yo man a little bit to get what you want. Bitch you got it all, look at you. You sounding real ungrateful. " Lala snapped.

I looked at myself in my grey champion sweatsuit , with my blue and white air forces. I had a nice all gold Micheal Kors watch on and a new pink MCM bag. He did keep me fly but was it worth all the hoes calling my phone?

I get up from my desk and decide I just want to go home. I tell Lala that I ain't feeling today and she feels the same. We always skip. My mom don't be on my back to be in school so fuck it , I don't.

My mom is barely home. She is a stripper so she's always out with men all the time. I hate that she does that but she said she gotta pay the bills. My dad , I don't know him. She never talks about him either. All I know is I got my skin complexion from him.

I am a nice smooth dark skin complexion. I stand at 5 ft 7 inches. I'm not slim and I'm considered a bbw.... I don't care tho. I'm absolutely gorgeous. Girls be talking about I should lose some weight but their niggas be in my DM's.

Lala and I are on the Bat Bus. I have my headphones in looking out the window as we ride passed BSW beauty supply. That reminds me that I need to get some weave. I have hair but I like to keep my shit snatched with some weave. I gotta look good out here da fuck. Boston is full of competition and I gotta keep myself up in the lead.

I got Tory Lanez blasting through my AirPods. His new album Chixtape 5 really is the shit. I love throwbacks so the way he mixed throwbacks into his music is really fucking fire. Lala gets off at her stop and I wave at her. Something about her been off but I can't figure it out. Me and her been cool since 5th grade and I know almost everything about her.

Lala is very pretty , shes a Hispanic girl who be with the shits. She's about 5 ft 5 inches , has long brown wavy hair with a nice curvy body.

  She's known for being a hoodrat and a slut. I know she likes to fuck but I be telling her to slow the fuck down. She is always fighting and being messy but that's my bitch at the end of the day.

   She always been like that so I won't complain. She lost her virginity in the girls movie theatre bathroom, while I waited in the lobby. I was 12 at the time and she was 13.  Ever since then this bitch been on a roll. Her parents can't control her and she moved out after my birthday party. She lives with one of her cousins now so she's really wild. She needs to be careful before she gets pregnant.

My music stops and my phone buzzes only for me to see Anthony calling. I pick up annoyed.

"What do you want Ant??" I ask.

"Tammi baby , stop. I know I fucked up. But I wanna be inside of you , let me stretch you out all over this dick Ma." He whines and begged.

I instantly got turned on. I'm still mad but my kitty likes him even on bad terms. He knows how  to fuck me but he knows how to eat this pussy better. All I want to do is sit this fat ass on his face and go for a ride.

"I'm on the bus going home now , I will be home in about 5 mins. I'll shower and you come over around 2:30 to blow my back out daddy." I say while biting my lip.

I need dick it's been about three weeks and my body is aching for him.

"Bet." He hangs up and I sit there , thinking of all the nasty shit we about to do.

  When the bus reaches my stop , I practically run off the bus into my apartment building.  This dick will be amazing.