B. L. A. C. K.

Betrayal

   ***Breezy P.O.V.***

I drown down my third shot of Hennessy. I'm sitting in my home waiting for Meeka to come back from dropping Kaiden off at school.  I got back this morning as they were rushing out the door so I didn't have the chance to ask her about Tammi.

   It's 8:30 am but I don't care. I'm fired the fuck up. She lied to me. That shit is wrong. That's why I came back this morning. I was supposed to be back Saturday night but I spent the night in Tammi little room. We ain't do nothing so don't think we did. I left her place tho that Sunday morning and booked another hotel room.

  Even though I'm furious with Meeka , I still ain't feel it was comfortable to be sleeping in Tammi crib for two nights. Not that I don't care I just don't want Meeka trying to flip it on me.

  Seeing Tammi brought back some feelings that I thought had died. Seeing her gorgeous skin and smile just made me happy internally.  Interrupting my thoughts Meeka walked in the door.

   Her hair was in a bun and she had on a PINK all light blue sweatsuit. Her weave was in a ponytail and she had flip flops on her feet. Her little belly was growing by the second.

  "Hey baby. I've missed you so much." She locked the door and came over to me to give me a kiss on the cheek.

  "We have to talk." I said.

"Boy about what? You do know we got to get this house in order. Ant and his wife will be here tonight around 6. Or did you forget that they were coming to visit?"

  "Listen I'm going to cut this shit short. Is there something you need to tell me Meeka?" I turn to look at her and she makes a confused face. She should have been a fucking actress.

"What are you talking about Antonio? We don't keep secrets from each other. You know that." She looked me straight in my eyes and lied again.

  "So you ain't know Tammi was alive?" She looked like she seen a ghost. The look on her face disgusted me. I got up from the island and begin to walk away. I already knew the answer but to know the woman I was going to marry , the woman of my unborn child , the one I love had lied to me for all these years. It upset me.

    She followed behind me as I went upstairs. "I can explain please , I'm sorry okay? I just found out that she was alive , I didn't even know. But I didn't want to-"

  "You still fucking LYING MEEKA?! You knew she was alive, you faked that the doctor called! You did that to be with me! You manipulated me , you lied to me! And to think I'm going to marry you?! You're lucky you got my child in there." I point to her stomach. "Or is it even mine Meeka?! You clearly a  fucking liar."

  "I'm sorry. I fucked up but this is your baby you asshole. And I only lied twice. That's it! I loved you and I still do , I had to do this or you wouldn't have been with me Antonio. Please stop you're going to upset the baby." She rubbed her stomach and I rolled my fucking eyes.

  "Yo leave me alone right now. Just give me a few hours to myself. You're trifling. " I leave her in our hallway. I go into our room and close the door and  sit on the chair.  It's like a niggas world is crumbling apart in the matter of 3 days.

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    I stayed in the room all day until I saw the dark sky shine through the curtains of our room. I had no appetite and now I was even more upset I had to fake like we were okay when Antonio got here.  I look at my phone and it is 7:36 pm. This nigga will be here any minute. As if on que our doorbell rings.

     I walk out of our room and open the front door. I see Ant , his wife and some kid.

  "Uhhh wassup y'all. Wassup little man." I looked at Ant and the nigga was stressed out.  Katie smiled and squealed once she saw Meeka come around the corner.

    I moved to the side and they all walked in. The little boy had to be about three or four but I was just wondering where the fuck he come from.

   "Wow who's the little one??" Meeka asked. "KAIDEN get yo ass in here and say hey to your auntie and uncle."

Kaiden waltzed downstairs with his eyeballs glued to the iPad in front of him. "Hi auntie Tony and uncle Katie."

  "Lil dude you said if wrong." We all laughed except for Ant.

   "Let me holla at you Breezy." Ant said and I nodded my head. We went into my office and he sat down on the all leather couch I just got.

  "That's my fucking son!"

Well damn he got right to the shit.  I stood there shocked. "Nigga you cheated on Katie?" I said.

  "No nigga. Think! Who the fuck did my stupid ass impregnate?" He sighed as he rubbed his jaw.

"Oh shit Lala."

"Nigga I was at home and then I hear the doorbell ring. I open the door and the little boy at my doorstep with a backpack on and some shit inside. There was a note in there too... telling me she addicted to drugs and that he'd be better off with me. I ain't even know he was alive. Now Katie all up in my business asking me why there a little boy that look like me just pop up outta nowhere." He sighed once more.

"What you gonna tell her? And damn bro you gotta take care of this kid then. It's yours no doubt. He look just like your big headed ass. What his name bro?"I laughed.

"His name is Elijah. It ain't funny man. I don't know how to be a dad still. I got two kids with Roshawnda but I still struggle with being a dad. It's real life hard. I still ain't able to see those other two of mine and now I got little man downstairs."

"That's why you learn nigga. And how are Jamal and Kyra doing ? And plus It ain't easy. You learn and you got your wife by your side. I don't know if I'll even have a wife anymore..." I sat down on the other couch.

  "Nigga what you mean? You love Meeka." He said scrunching his face up.

  "Tammi is alive bro. I seen her , she alive. Meeka knew. She lied and said the doctor called her and said Tammi died but whole time she did that cause she knew I wouldn't fall in love with her if I hadn't let go of Tammi."

   "Wait Tammi is alive?!" Anthony's eyes widened.

   I looked at the ' T ' I had gotten tattooed on the side of left middle finger . Ain't no one know I had that but me.  It was for Tammi when I thought she had passed. She meant the world to me and now I don't know what I want.

     I love them both.