Sexually Feeding

Drowning

Sex is all good and dandy but I wasn't always into sex, I was a shy and down to earth type of girl. It turned around for me in early 2017 my mother put me out after not feeding me or my son. I was finishing school and had no income at all and I could feel myself falling apart. In May a day before my sons birthday my mother put me out and my dad decided to keep my son but my father wouldn't let me stay with him so I had to figure out what to do. I couldn't sleep on the street, I'm terrified of rats and bugs.

At the time I was talking to this guy that wind up raping me with 5 other guys breaking my spirt and placing me into sex trafficking. He would take all of my money and abuse me and after while it got worse to the point he choked me till my eyes rolled in the back of my head. I cried and cried because i just wanted to die  but my son need his mom in his life. I had to stay alive so I put up with the bruises and the black eyes and the makeup.

I started to want to kill myself because i didn't see life the same anymore and at that time I had sex with over 20 people. One day the guy was drunk and knocked on the motel door and started banging and I opened it and as soon as I opened it he start choking me and punching me in my face for no reason and I'm screaming and crying and begging him to stop and he kept hitting me repeatedly and threaten to kill me. I was scared for my life and I didn't know what to do and I was afraid to leave because I thought they would kill me!

The night after I got gun pointed and I thought this was it for me and the dude took my money and I got raped and I started bleeding from my ass and my vagina and my mouth. I couldn't go to the hospital so I had to suffer through the pain and disgust for 3 months. After that my body got use to it after I got out of sex trafficking I started to love sex and grow to love me and my body but I promised I would never put myself in that position again.

I will always be true to myself and other people about my past it's up to you to accept me or leave me where I'm at. Life played me and I've never been the same since I went from only fucking three guys in my life to fucking plenty. I hated my mother after it and I kind of still do because she put me out for a man that didn't want her or in that matter didn't give a fuck about her. I always thought my mother deserved better but I realized she don't because she was a evil person towards me. The moral of the story is try to understand why a person Change because they don't change for nothing.