Sexually Feeding

Draw Me In

Have you ever had some bomb ass sex and felt as that you can't get enough? Well I can't get enough, I haven't had sex since The Stepper and to be honest I want some more of the dick! It had all the right feels and the strokes was deep and unbelievable like literally he has to be top 3 I swear. All I keep thinking is about how good this nigga smelled like oh my fucking god man. He smelled like the candle store! It's funny how hoes have the best dick because obviously this man had to be a hoe and here's why.

First he came to the the door with no shirt and it was charming a bit and he let me walk first not only that but when I entered the apartment a candle was burning and the lights was off and Netflix was on bitch! That's a man that knows how to get some pussy and set the mood and bitch I was impressed! Men that tend to be this charming never wants anything and I kinda like that because I'm mostly the same way. I had my eye on this other guy and I've been looking at him and now we're dating but every time me and him talk I think about The Stepper and now it's starting to make me mad because right now I realized I want to be living my life and doing me and now I'm stuck like a mouse on a trap but I think I know why!

His dick is the devil. That's the only explanation and it's nothing else to that. Sex as of now to me is not much important because life is more important and elevating to your full potential. Love doesn't exist anymore and friends deteriorate and sex gets boring so all you have left is making a living and living life and that starts to get boring which leaves you unhappy. I had the most fun and I was the most happy when I was really poor wearing no shoes and rocks hurting the bottom of my feet just running around having fun. The point is that I don't care how much a man have or if his sex is the best, I don't care about none of that because I don't want nothing from no man. No relationship, no nothing because nothing isn't promised with these men and I don't trust no man.

I lived my life cold heartedly like a man I use to fuck men and dash them away because my heart was misplaced and now I have a better heart but I shouldn't I should treat these niggas like before because they don't deserve a fair play they deserve what they put out. I need to start understanding that every man isn't the same but all of them are, point blank period. I feel like all I want right now is a close person that I can fuck and hug up with and play fight with and there's no men like that no more everyone is too serious or boring or fake funny.

I'm laying off sex anyway for a while but if The stepper hit me up I'm fucking I don't give a fuck judge me all y'all want! His dick is just to fucking bomb! When I'm sucking his dick I like the way he switch and jump while I'm sucking it up but I wish he could be more rough and choke me with the dick while I'm sucking it. He be all smooth and shit and that's cool and good but I'm trying to get it rough. I guess I'm going to have to wait on that.