Sexually Feeding

Sexual Healing

As you know a lot of men aren't perfect and I know they make mistakes but men know what they are doing but they aren't as smart doing it! So you have to not only be smarter but be wiser then the person you call a "man".

This guy named Mr Clever. I call him that because he's clever but anyways we've known each other since I was 20 going on 21 and I really liked him but I didn't deserve him as a person as a whole. He was smart and kind and asshole-ish but I couldn't help to love his charm but he use to hit me up and play around and say he wanted to fuck and I was definitely into doing that.

It was just I didn't want him to hurt me. I didn't want to expect something that was never meant to be. We have sex and it was great but he didn't satisfy me if you know what I mean. I want to be shaking and crying after you finish with me but he was great never the less which brings me to this guy Puerto Rican Angel.

Puerto Rican Angel was this guy I met on tinder and I couldn't keep my eyes off of him at all. I knew I wanted to get to know him but this thirst that I was had for him wasn't just to hang out and be buddies. He was a sweetheart to be honest which is kind of unbelievable to me. We texted and got to know each other a little better and I enjoyed every bit of it but I kept looking at this mans pictures like eye candy and it was like I couldn't get enough of his charming looks. He had smooth curly hair with big pretty brown eyes and he was brown like hot caramel and his body was just magnificent and it had a sexual ring to it you know? We met up at the navy base where he lived and we drove up to the house. We entered the room and he told me to get comfortable and I couldn't help how nervous I was and what great affect this man had on me and my emotions. He told me to take off my clothes. I laid back on the bed as he crawls up and rub his hands between my legs smoothly as he sucks my nipples and licking them. He starts kissing me from my chest to my stomach to my pussy and start to slowly lick the clit. He started eating my pussy faster and aggressively. My legs started to shake as I moaned as my eyes rolling to the back of my head. Then he turned me around and started hitting me from the back as I start to moan at a calm pace he sped up and started fucking my inside as I'm cumming all over his smooth and delightful cock. The sex was great it had me shaking but i was still shook because he started cuddling with me and I liked every single bit of it and I just couldn't get enough.

I smelled his body and kissed it and I just couldn't get enough of him. Even though I'm press in a way I know this man don't want nothing with me even though he is very sweet but how do I really know that. I found this insecurity about me after my ex because he made me feel on top no matter what he was the true definition of this devil.

The devil was once a angel, He was beautiful and perfect but yet so evil and untamed. My ex was the same as I say his eyes was like angels but his heart was cold. Since then I had to grow confidence and self esteem but this makes my point when I say men can control a lot of things and wind up either making you their puppets or making you feel you can't live without them. It's the hardest thing to do after you have loved every piece of their bodies and sadly that's how they win and you're is stuck in sorrow and depression that's why I say it's always good to be heartless until you are sure he's the right one, The special one. But sadly I thought he was the perfect one and he wasn't so be careful who you give your heart to and be careful who you tell your secrets to. The funny part is that you'll never see the hurt and pain coming and that's the most painful. Keep it moving because this world is cold and you need to be colder like Mount Everest. Eat with your friends but keep your enemies at the the table like the last supper.