Who's the Clown now? || Hisoka x Reader ||

Chapter 8

Chapter 8

(A/N) This chapter is a bit different, and extremely short. Hope you wont mind :)

By the way, thank you so much for all your support!! 200 readers may not seem as much, but to me it's absolutely astonishing!!
Thank you so much!!

Killua POV - Flashback to the airship flying to the island of the Hunter exam (found in Chapter 3)

"I'll keep you safe in these arms of mine, hold on to me baby, and you'll see, Ill keep you save..." I sung these words over and over again, without knowing the rest of the lyrics. It was a song that kept me save, wherever I might be, lost in this dark and scary world...

I walked through the sky, my feet softly floating above the ground. My steps echoed lightly, with a cushioned sound, and my chuckle was consumed by the dark body surrounding me. I touched the stars and danced with the clouds. Their soft and feather-likes texture held me close, and each star smiled at me as I slightly placed my finger on it. In the moment of touch, you could see small bright and shiny stardust fall off of it, floating down through the endless seeming atmosphere, which covered our planet. It all gave of a peaceful and calming emotion.. The song stuck in my head repeated it self, as your (Yami's) angelic voice sang it all over again. It was the only thing I could hear. The only sound enclosing my mind...

The peace and quiet soon turned into miserable silence, as the song repeatedly got louder and louder in my brain, like a church bell banging against my head. The comforting dimmed light, with the stars being the only brightly shining objects, turned into aggressive, overwhelming darkness, which ate my world up in seconds. The slow pace of my movements got faster and faster, soon to be out of my control. Illumi's faces showed up in front of my eyes, shouting at me, telling me to run. Telling me to run away from the fight I can't win. His needles, which controlled my mental state or emotions, started to function, as my mouth started screaming, and my legs started running. I tried turning my self away from Illumi, and tried telling him to go away, but nothing came out. All I screamed was silence, and all my legs did was stay still. It was like running through quick sand, but worse. No movement was able, and soon every muscle and every nerve in my body froze.

Tears started running down my face, my breathing for faster. Right in front of my eyes, my world started crashing down, large rocks and heavy looking objects falling into me. The clouds, now heavy as steal and hard as lead, broke off of the sky, and came crashing down with tremendous speed, leaving a crater in the place of impact. I tilted my head up, and felt the biggest star, now extinct and dark, with pointy and edgy sides, thump into my body...

I awakened with heavy breaths and uncontrolled shaking. My mouth was open, as if screaming, and Illumi's face was still flashing in front of my eyes. I jumped down my bed, and landed next to yours, desperately trying not to make a sound. You were sleeping in the bed beneath my, calmly at rest, with a smile on your lips. Alone the sight of you safe, put my fear to rest and caused me to immediately calm down. A smile made itself up to my face, as I gently brushed your hair out of your face, whispering "I'm happy your back, Oneesan. I missed you. I really did"
Due to my touched you moved slightly, mumbling something about night and rain, smiling while doing so.

You were save and that's all what mattered.

Once again I whispered something in your ear:

"I am the only one to know the real you. Not the murderous monster you like to show mom and dad. No. The kind, and love hearted Yamichan, who would do anything to make others happy. And I hope one day, you'll find someone to stand by your side, sharing the same view as I have of you, big sis."

I lifted myself up, and wanted to turn around, walking back to my bed, and *hopefully* go back to sleep, as I heard you say one last thing, before going back to snoring.

"Killua, I'm...*snore*...happy to be back"