Love?

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We enter my room on the first floor. The squad is amazed by the size of it. I chuckle. "This is the main room. Over there is the bathroom, the closet and that is....not important." I respectively point at all the doors. The last one was my otaku room containing all the merchandise, drawings, manga, CDs, pretty much everything of all the anime i have watched. It's currently locked from the courtesy of my mom.

"Wait (Y/n), you said this was your closet right?" I nod. "Whoa. This is as big as my room. Uwa. So many clothes." I chuckle at her bewilderment.

"Yeah. It's pretty much divided on the occasion of party, casual, formal, school, summer, winter, shoes, accessories, gowns and dresses. Yeah that's pretty much it." I look around to see all the boys shocked and confused. Mina just squeals and runs to the accessory area. She must like jewelry.

"Ne ne (y/n)

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"Ne ne (y/n). Does this look good on me?" She asks wearing a choker with diamonds(fake...i hope) on it. It really doesn't go with her skin until it's a particular outfit. If she is going to take it home or just take a picture here then it doesn't go on her outfit. But it might look good i-. Katsuki puts a hand on my shoulder and look at him. "Shorty. You are mumbling again." My face paints red in embarrassment.

"Sorry. I didn't realize. A-anyways. Mina that choker is washing you out in that outfit. Um...Why don't you try this one?" I hold up a black lace choker with black diamonds attached to it.

Why don't you try this one?" I hold up a black lace choker with black diamonds attached to it

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"Hmm. Good choice (Y/n). You got a good fashion sense." I smile at the praise.

"Um. I don't know what just happened but I don't really care. (Fuck this shit I'm out) Hey,(L/n). What was that other room you talked about?" Kaminari interjects. I sweat-drop. I am not ready for them to find about my hardcore anime life. For once I am grateful mom locked it up.

"Kids. Here are the snacks you like. Why are you in the closet?" My mom asked puzzled. "Oh, Ashido. That looks on you. If you want you can take."

"Really. Yes. Thanks, Mrs. (l/n). (Y/n) your mom is the best." Mina grabs my hand while jumping in excitement. I smile at her childishness.

"Please call me (Mom's/name). And (Y/n) why don't you give them a tour of the whole house if they want."

"Speaking of that, (M/n) what is behind that door?" Sero asks. My mom looks at me and I shake my head rapidly. No no mom please don't show them. My mom smiles. It may look normal to others but to me it was the end smile. She is going to show them.

"Mom, no." She smirks.

"Mom, yes." I run at her but she dodges and cuffs me the the bedpost.

"Mom, stop. You can't do this. I am not ready."

"(Y/n) you should show your friends all sides of you. That way you will understand who your true friends are." She takes out the key. Everyone's eyes are constantly transitioning from my mom to me. I sigh. I can't win against my mom. Mina, Sero, Kaminari and Kirishima stand behind my mom in anticipation.

Finally, The doors to my heaven open. I look down. They might leave me after seeing my true less graceful side.

"Come on don't be shy. This is what your friend does in her free time." I don't hear any responses. "Bakugo boy. You should also come and see. (Y/n) you obviously can't come." I nod slightly as I put my head in my pillows. Argh, my day is ruined. I don't have friends anymore. Great.

".......Wow. I don't know what to say...." Mina lets out.

"Dude. You got a full manga series of this show. Cool dude." Kaminari lets out.

"Don't worry broette. I don't judge people. From what I have seen so far. You are a cool person and I am glad to be your friend." Kirishima exclaims. I lift my head and look at my friends. From what I can see no one has a face of disgust on them. I sigh in relief. Katsuki is also calmly viewing all of my figurines. Phew.

"Wow. (Y/n) you found one hell of friends." I smile as my mom undid my handcuffs. "Exception for today only but watch anime and I'll know." I grin and happily nod. I enter my otaku room and feel amazing until I realized what my friends were seeing. Body pillows, horrible drawings, embarrassing posters. Oh shit. I gonna die. I blush as Kaminari finds one of my drawing amusing. I blush even more when Sero and Mina find the body pillows. I blush a deep red when I see Kirishima pose the same pose of hot half nude character poster that I love. I am pretty much die when Katsuki picks up one of my wigs and tries it on. I hate how it looks even better on him.

I rush out of the room and step on to my balcony. Calm down (Y/n). Deep breaths. Sigh. When is (B/f/n) going to call?

"Hey, (Y/n). Can we watch this movie?" I walk back into the room and take the disk from Mina. Everyone is settled in to watch the movie with the snacks. I smile and put in the movie. I have seen this a few times and am not interested in watching it again. Anime is out of option. Guess I'll sit out and call (B/f/n). Sigh.

"Hey." I look up to see katsuki.

"Hey....you aren't watching the movie?"

"Nah. Not my taste. I have also seen it before. It's already spoiled for me." I chuckle.

"Same." I look down on my phone. I have (B/f/n) number on screen. All I have to do is press call. Sigh. Katsuki sits next to me. I feel useless all of the sudden. Like all energy gone. I rest my head on his shoulder and close my eyes.

"God. I am so tired. This stupid brat hasn't even called me yet. I hate her. Ugh." I feel Katsuki wrap his arms around me.

"Hey it's okay. You are just frustrated at everything." He says softly. I sigh. Why am I sighing so much? I won't know. Sigh. Tch. I put arms on his waist and look down. I get a whiff of his smell, caramel. I love his smell. Oh god what am i thinking?! Why do I find having him near relaxing? Is it l- No. Mina theories are just getting me. Sigh.

"Katsuki?"

"Hmm."

"Have you ever fell in love?" I don't even know why I am asking this.

".....Maybe..." My head shots up. His hands slip down to my forearms.

"What is that suppose to mean?" I cock my head to the side. He clicks his tongue and looks away. He didn't answer me.

".....Katsuki. How do you know that you are in love?" I look at my lap. I never knew that. I have seen it in anime but I don't know if it's true or not. I don't really know cause I have never felt that way. What does it feel like?

"Well, from what I have gathered from books that you feel happy and relaxed when you see that person. When you touch them even slightly you feel a burst of euphoria inside. Your heart starts racing." He holds my chin and makes me look at him. His crimson eyes swallowing me whole.

He continues, "Your face starts heating up. Your mind starts filling only with them. You have only think about them till the point where you crave physical contact with them. Your mind goes crazy when you see cause when you see them the only thing you want to do is what you long for the most. It can be anything: attention, love, hug, a kiss, sex."

He pauses for a brief moment. He is so close. I feel his hot breath on my face. His hand intertwined with mine. I feel weird. Like I want to put distance between us cause I'll burst if he comes anymore closer but i also want to close the distance between us. "Tell me (Y/n) who do you feel love for?"

I gulp. His voice is so alluring. His smell is more distinct now. His eyes always attracted me. My heart is pounding. He squeezes my hand a bit acknowledging his presence. From what he said I can only come to one conclusion. I feel most of those things when i am around Katsuki.

Does that mean I am in love with Katsuki?

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