Reborn (Bakugo X Reader)

Just you and me

~ (Y/n)'s PoV ~

I bolt up from my nightmare again. I look around my room. No one is there. It was just a dream. I laugh hysterical for a bit and wipe my tears away. It wasn't as bad as before. I look around my room again. The moonlight was creeping in from the balcony window. I get out of bed and stand in front of the glass. My faint reflection could be seen. I touch the glass ever so lightly, my hand trembling.

When did i become like this?

I sigh and walk into the bathroom. I know won't be able to sleep any more. Not after that, no. I feel phantom pain on my arms. I shake my head. No, it didn't happen right now. It was just a stupid dream. Deku didn't catch me again and give me thrice the suffering. I wash my face and walk out. Should I go to his room? Katsuki was allowed to stay with us whenever he wanted but not in my room. My dad wouldn't trust him and his hormones. I lightly chuckle at the thought. Katsuki told me he was diagnosed with separation anxiety. Well, I don't think i have one since i see him every now and then. With or without reality. Sigh. I sit on my bed.

No. Stop coming back. That was not real. Katsuki didn't hurt me. It was an impostor. Just stop.

(B/f/n) went back home earlier, so she is out of the option. She had to go back because of some complications in the company and since she is acting president in place of her dad, she had to leave. I lay back down and look over to the clock. 3:07 am. Yes. Life couldn't get any better. I close my eyes and get flashbacks of the "dream" i had. It was the same. Deku and Toga cutting me. Deku interrogating me about my quirk and others. Dabi burning me. Katsuki and Mina bullying and hurting me. Deku taking off my nails. Me killing my mom. Yep. Couldn't be better.

I notice one thing. Katsuki wasn't there most of the time like before. What happened? It doesn't i shouldn't think about it. But it is the only thing i can think of. Shit i need help. I shake my head and wipe my tears again. I try even my breaths but do not succeed. Argh. I don't want to wake him up. I slowly open my door to the dark hallway. Fuck. This was never this scary. Why did the simulations have corridors like this?!

I walk shakily to the next door. My breaths are getting more uneven. That's bad. I tried to turn the door knob. It opens after some time of trying, it opens. I fall between the doorway. Fuck. I am having an attack. This is bad. I feel like i want to die. I try to get up but my legs are too wobbly. Tears cascade down my cheeks. No Deku. Don't do it. I won't be bad again. I won't try to escape again. Please don't hurt me. I hate pain. I HATE PAIN!! Help me someone please. I can't do this anymore. I can't do this alone. Please save me.

Someone shakes me. I try to focus on their face but my head is spinning too much. My ears are ringing. I try to grab something but nothing is near. Save me from the darkness that surrounds me. I feel my eyes close as i fall into darkness.

~ Katsuki's PoV ~

I woke up from the rattling of something and a thud. I wake up and look around the darkness. Ragged breaths can be heard. I spot (Y/n) succumbing to the floor, mumbling something. I run towards her. I try to shake her out of it but it looks like she is in a trance of some sort. Shit. That shouldn't happen. She isn't breathing properly. I try to tell her to breathe but she passes out in my arms. I call her dad. Come on pick up pick up. He does.

"Yes Bakugo. What is it?" Guess I woke him up.

"It's-" Fuck. Need to talk in English. "It's (Y/n)!! She passed out while having an attack. What should i do?!" Panic evident in my voice.

"Calm down, first. Is she breathing?" I take a deep breath.

"Yes." A sigh of relief is heard.