Reborn (Bakugo X Reader)

For better or worse

~ (Y/n)'s PoV ~

I watch as Aizawa-sensei walks Katsuki out. I feel so free, like a weight has been lifted from my shoulders. He was real. No more illusions. I let out a laugh. It's a nice break from all the horror of daydreams and flashbacks. I am finally safe.

You sure about that?

Shut up, Veracity. You aren't going to destroy this feeling again. I continue to look out the window, trying to enjoy my short happiness before my living nightmare starts again. I look at the flock of birds flying towards the setting sun. I smile. It's been too long since i saw this view. The door bursts open and jump from my bed into a fighting stance, electricity dancing at my hands. I was soon tackled into a hug. I start to panic before i hear her voice through the sobs.

"(B-b/f/n)?!" I feel her nod in my neck. I smile. Tears once again fall from my eyes, happy ones. Deku wasn't able to corrupt anything about (b/f/n), nothing even close to it. I wonder why?

"I am so glad you are alive!! How did you do it?!! Tell me EVERYTHING!!!" I laugh at her behaviour. At least, she is acting normal around me.

"Calm down. Calm down. I'll tell you everything. Sit down." A smile stretches across my face. She looks a little relived. Tension from her shoulders gone a bit. I tell her everything from the start. Her eyebrows furrow deeper as i go on. I grip the sheets as i say about all the hallucinations and illusion. She interrupts me with a tight hug when i approached the topic of Toga and Dabi changing into Mina and Katsuki. I cry silently again. It hurt so much and I am glad she understands it. It feels good that someone finally understands the pain you are going through.

My dad knocks the on the door with a snack basket in his hands and a small smile. I wipe my tears as he closes the door and walk towards us. (B/f/n) rubs my back softly. I try to smile at my dad. I need to be strong for him since i don't know what happened to my mom yet.

Isn't it obvious? You killed her. They are just sparring you the guilt. Moreover, they are sparring themselves the pain of telling you the truth.

....I don't know if you are right or that you are telling the truth.

Did you forget child? I am truth.

I ignore Veracity again. He doesn't object. That's strange. He always wants attention. I snap back to reality as (B/f/n) rips the chip's bag open and offers me. I smile, forced obviously. I nibble at the chip as the nightmare memories start to come back. Before i know it, I slipped out of reality again. It starts at the chains and those horrible glowing green eyes. Soon Toga and Dabi come in the scene with stupid manical smiles.

(B/f/n) shakes my shoulder and i blink and see my dad's and her's worried faces.

"(Y/n), you okay? I have been calling your name from some time now." My dad nods in confirmation. I bite my lower lip as i think about something other than what i saw.

"I was wondering about mom. Y-you guys haven't told me about her yet." I say in low voice, still audible in the silent hospital room. My dad lets out a deep sigh.

"It was bound to happen sooner or later. (Y/n).... your mom...you left your mom in a critical condition after you woke up in that trance.....Nothing can be said........ We still don't know if she is going to make it or not." I stay silent. I legitly left my mom on the verge of death. I start crying again. I really am hopeless, worthless, useless. I shouldn't be alive right now. I shouldn't be here. I..I..I DON'T DESERVE TO LIVE.

Pfft. Hahahahahahaha. You just realized that. I was telling from the start but you never chose to listen to me. I tried to warn. You useless piece of trash. No you don't deserve to live. No you never deserved to live this life. Hero life never suited you. Tell you what, join the league. You are a villain after all. You already made your debut. "The kidnapped jewel of the (L/n)s killed her own mother. Isn't she already a villain already tho?" Why doesn't she go back to her kidnappers and join them? I wonder if her family would abandon her? I thought she was already a villain.

Tell me (Y/n), are you ready to be a villain they labelled you as?

I clutch my head. Get out get out. I grab some of my hair as i try to get the whispers and voices out of my head. "OUT!OUT! I WANT IT OUT! I am not a villain. GO AWAY!! I didn't kill my mom. I DON'T WANT TO GO BACK TO THEM!!! JUST SHUT UP! JUST SHUT UP ALREADY!!!" Unknowingly i released my quirk, electrocuting (B/f/n) badly. I don't understand what is going on. I can't breathe. My headache is getting worse. The voices are getting louder. I scream. I want it to be over. I just..want it....to be.....over. I black out with one thought 'I don't want to sleep. They'll come again if i sleep. Ple-ase.'

~ 3rd PoV ~

Midnight knocked out (Y/n). It stopped everything. Cementoss runs over to the twitching unconscious (B/f/n). (Y/n)'s dad holding his daughter unconscious body. Tears falling on her own tear-streaked face. Soon the nurses come and put her on the bed with a quirk restraining collar attached to her neck. (B/f/n) is taken to another room. (Y/n)'s dad follows the heroes out with Midnight watching over (Y/n). He had to fill out the forms for (B/f/n) since she came here alone. His heart broke more when he thought about how (Y/n) would be more sad and broken when she realizes what she did to (B/f/n).

Soon the other Heroes were informed of what happened. Aizawa and Nezu became more worried. Aizawa had to postpone the class reunion till (Y/n) was a little mentally stable. After being informed that she was hearing voices, their worry grew more. Voices were new for them. Nezu contacted Hound dog about the topic. They needed to be there for (Y/n) any way they could possibly be. After the lesson of 'how to deal with kids with voices in their heads for dummies' from hound dog, Nezu got up to make a cup of tea.

The press finally had shut up about (Y/n) (L/n) joining the dark side.

When would things go back to normal? Nezu couldn't help but ponder at the thought.

Hey guys!! My exams finally finished. It's good to be back. I hope you liked the chapter. Don't worry, not all chapters are going to be angst. I'll spare a few fun ones on you guys.

Stay tuned till then~