Don't give up

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Darkness. There is too much darkness. It's scaring me. I don't know how long I have been in here. No one comes to check on me anymore. It's like I am forgotten. I don't want to be forgotten.

My mind has been playing tricks on me all the time. I know it's Deku who is corrupting my memory. But it's hard. It feels so real. Everything the illusion did to me felt real.

"I hate you." That phrase echoes in my mind every now and then. I hated it when Katsuki said that. It's not real. It's not real. He is coming. He is coming.

My throat aches from screaming too much. My body is starting to shut down from the pain. The smell of burning flesh still fresh in the air. I can't feel anything anymore, just a small ache in my chest. One thought is constant.

'When is Katsuki coming? '

I cry dry tears. Is this a dream? Does anyone care about me? Help me. Please. I can't do this anymore.

Giving up so easily?

Hello? Is that you, truth?

I prefer to be called Veracity.

Veracity....where is everyone?

Didn't you notice? They left you. They deemed you worthless. No one cares about you anymore.

No. That can't be. Mom and Katsuki are coming from me. They'll get me out of here. He said he would.

It's been a month. Do you still believe him? If he cared, he would have come a long time ago.

A m-month? I-it's been a month since I talked to Katsuki or anyone in general. No. I don't want to believe it. I won't.

Do what you want. You can't change the truth. I'll come back when you want to get revenge on those who have forgotten you.

WAIT. Veracity....

He left me. I am all alone again. I hate this. Please someone save me.

Please.

Help me, Katsuki.

~ Bakugo's PoV ~

DAMMIT. DAMMIT. DAMMIT. WHY IS SHE NOT HERE?!

Right now, we are ambushing the hideout Stain revealed. Four eyes was severely injured. They still haven't told me whether is he alive or not. These shitty villains just laugh at our faces.

I let out a frustrated scream and launch an attack at shitty Deku. That asshole has been playing with me the entire time. DAMMIT.

Deku smirks and dodges my attack. He pulls out a knife stabs me in the shoulder. I sprawl across the bar. I grit my teeth and take out the knife.

"Even I want to play. Izu-kun can I? Please. Please." Some blonde chick hugs his arm. He angrily looks at her, then smirks at me.

"Hmm. Okay. You can cut him up but I want him to see his dear (Y/n). So, don't make him unconscious. Understand?" Blonde rapidly nods and smiles insanely at me. I look back at All might. He is dodging blue fire from some fucking stapled up roast man.

I barely dodge the blonde's knife. I blast at her but she is too quick. I click my tongue. I can't use my gauntlet because we are inside.

I take a quick glance around the place. There is nobody there except the roast man and crazy chick. Tch. Shitty Deku is not here too. Aizawa-sensei is also fighting off the fire villain. This blonde chick is too fast for me.

I feel various cuts on my body already.

"Hehe. I like feisty guys like you~ Look how pretty you look with all the blood. Hehe. Katsuki-kun, (Y/n)-chan has talked about you a lot. She can't wait to meet you~" I get angry at her. How dare she call my name?! How dare she mention (Y/n) like she is her best friend?!

I pull a stun grenade on her. She stumbles back. I punch her in the face and her nose starts bleeding. I punch her again and again. Till All might pulls me back.

I shrug his hands off and stomp away to find (Y/n). After searching the hideout again, I see that the crazy chick and roast man both were not there.

"WHERE THE FUCK ARE THEY?! YOU KNOW THEY CAN LEAD US TO (Y/N) SINCE SHE IS NOT HERE." I scream at Aizawa since All might was nowhere to be found. I grit my teeth and clench my fist. It's hard to fight back tears. She has been gone for at least two months and I can't do anything about it.

Aizawa pats my shoulder. "T-they got away from a portal. I couldn't restraint them since that flame villain burnt my scarf and I couldn't stop the portal since I couldn't see the villain causing it. I am truly sorry, Bakugo. I am sorry I let them go." I push him away and walk outside. I push past the policemen. I can't take it anymore.

How much more of a loser am l?

I just want to see her...please. Can I see her? I want to see her smile once more. Please can someone take me to see her?

I hear someone chuckle. "Careful what you wish for." Vision starts narrowing. What is going on? I feel like I am in a tunnel. Why is the daylight so far away?

I am falling? When did that happen? I try to grab something but nothing is there. Only darkness. I fall on the ground I think. It hurt like hell. Fuck.

I try to look around the room. Deku is standing behind a dark figure. When the crazy chick switches the light on, I look in horror. That dark figure was (Y/n).

"(Y/n)!!(Y/n)!!" I struggle against the chains that bind me. When did they do that? It doesn't matter. Right now, the love of my life is sitting so close to me in two months.

I feel different emotions at once. Anger, sadness, guilt, relief, disgust, hatred. I just want to get her home. I call out to her but she doesn't even move an inch in response.

"WHAT DID YOU DO TO HER?!" I scream at Deku. He merely cradles her head in his arms.

"Nothing much. Just a little trauma to make her truly beautiful. She was really sweet. Trying to get me back on the hero's side but she should have known, I wouldn't go back to that broken world." I flinch violently when he stabs her arm with a syringe. A scream escapes her. Her cloudy eyes gain colour once again. I am glad she is still there.

"Look who I got for you, (Y/n)~" Deku turns her head towards me. When her eyes falls on me, she instantly starts sobbing but I see no tears.

"Katsuki. You came. I-i missed you. I thought you wouldn't come. Veracity told me you didn't care but you did and you came. You don't hate me, do you?" Her voice was barely above a whisper. If the room wasn't so deafeningly quiet, I wouldn't have caught it.

"It's okay baby. I am here. I love you and I am going to get you out of here." I shakily say. Crazy chick hits the back of my head, hard. If my mom didn't hit me all those years, that definitely would have hurt. She giggles and crosses the room to (Y/n).

She looks at Deku who gives a nod of approval and slashes at (Y/n)'s body. I yell at them and notice a few patterns on her legs and arms. What the fuck did they do to her?! I try exploding the chains but nothing came out. Huh? Why isn't it working?!

I tug harder at the chains but another scream stops me. No sound was ever made again. I look back at (Y/n). She is looking at the ground, dazed and unmoving. She almost looks like a doll. She eyes are clouded again.

"....(Y/n).?" I ask again. No response. Deku and crazy chick give me a sick grin and leave. I start crying. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No.

This can't be happening. I can't lose her not when I am this close to her. I hug my knees and wait for her to come back.

Come back to me. I sniff.

I'll get you out of here, (Y/n). Even if it costs me my life.

Okay, guys. If you don't see an update for long intervals, don't worry. It's just that I am busy with school stuff and probably won't have time to write. So, please understand if i don't update often.
Okay bye.

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