Won't You Help Me Out

16. Call It What You Want

"I love you so much Kyun.."

"I love you too, hyung.. but please.. don't look at me."

Even in the darkness of the bedroom, the older noticed Changkyun's cheeks turning a darker shade of pink, and so the smaller hid his face behind his arms with a nervous laugh.

"But I want to see your face.."

Hyunwoo held down his wrists in one of his hands with such gentleness Changkyun almost cried.

The maknae couldn't help but feel a bit overwhelmed by the look on his boyfriend's eyes, he was also a bit embarrassed of his own reactions, he didn't know how to act, and he felt completely vulnerable under Hyunwoo's stare.

"..and I want to hear you."

Changkyun's throat was itching from trying to silence the sounds coming from his chest. Despite the inicial pain, and the odd sensation it turned into later, Changkyun had never felt so good before, but he was also feeling a bit useless. Hyunwoo had done all the work until now after they had both agreed to do more than just kissing. He was being so caring and nice to him, and Changkyun couldn't even face the other.

Hyunwoo had brought them a little higher on the bed, placing a pillow under Changkyun lower back to make him more comfortable.

"Hyunwoo, please- hyung.."

"What is it, love?"

Changkyun sighed turning his head to the right and at the same time practically offering his neck for the older to do whatever he pleased. "Just, do something, move.."

Before following the youngest's instructions Hyunwoo caressed Changkyun's hips while kissing his collar bones, he then took the other's hard on in his right hand and stroked it in a slow pace. "Changkyun," he warned as the other had freed his wrists from his hold and was covering his mouth. "Tell me how are you feeling."

With a soft moan Changkyun shook his head, "stop."

The older immediately complied, "are you okay?"

Changkyun rolled his eyes in annoyance but smiled with love, "I told you before, if you continue that I'm not gonna last.." his ears joined his face and neck in embarrassment. "Just, move already, please? I need you to move already."

Hyunwoo was a bit preoccupied of hurting his boyfriend, but he couldn't hold back anymore, so hearing that Changkyun was fine and actually wanted him to continue was all he needed to let his desire loose. He had been wanting to be with the smaller for months now, and Changkyun had been teasing him all night.

 Changkyun closed his eyes tightly hoping the pain to diminish if he ignored it and focused instead on the other's body. He allowed his hands to massage Hyunwoo's broad shoulders, admiring the way the muscles contracted under his touch; then he focused on the touch of the other's stomach against his own, were his marked abs were tightening and extending with every move.

Changkyun opened his eyes when the pain was apparently gone and all he could feel was a filling pleasure in his belly. He had asked to turn off the lights, but with the little illumination still coming from outside he could perfectly admire the sweat running down the other's neck.

The older's mouth was now on his chest, drawing out louder and more raspy moans and gasps from the rapper. "Hyung.."

Their movements were a bit clumsier with every passing minute. Hyunwoo changed his weight to his shins and knees, placing his hands on the back of Changkyun's knees; he was watching Changkyun from above, which dragged a whine from the latter. "Use words, Kyunnie."

"Fuck you."

"Hey," Hyunwoo barely managed to laugh, he was getting close but didn't want this to end anytime soon.