Sander Sides One Shots (cuz why not?)

Virgil (Rant)

Virgil's POV

Today was not a good day for me. Not at all. I messed up and I can't take it away. God, help me. 

I was sitting in my room, listening to Panic! at The Disco in my headphones while my pet spider sits on my head. I was simply relaxing when Roman busted through my door singing some note, scaring me and making me throw my pet spider off my head and onto the bed beside me. I screamed from Roman and he stopped singing. I felt my heartbeat in my chest beating loudly and fastly. I was breathing heavily, and Roman seemed oblivious to how I was feeling.

"Hello, Virgil!" Roman exclaimed in a prince-like tone. I was sure my fear was fading into a panic attack, and I just wanted to be alone.

"What do you want?" I snapped, my voice already shifting so I covered my mouth. Roman looked down at me,

"What's got you so down, Charlie Frown?" Roman asked, walking to the edge of my bed. I felt my pet spider crawl onto my hand. He can sense fear and my fast pulse is not fading away. 

"Shut up-" I cut myself off again by covering my mouth. Roman stayed by the edge of my bed and I already felt the pit of rage inside my gut.

"v-Virgil?" Roman asked. I felt the pit grow stronger and stronger.

"Get out!" I screamed at Roman. He recoiled with a hurt face. I realized what I did and reached out to touch Roman but he stepped back. Roman turned and ran out. The pit in my gut rushed up to my heart. I felt so bad, my lungs started to tighten and my eyes started to sting. I sat my face in my hands and started to cry.

-Thirty minutes later-

I had stopped crying yet the pit in my heart had not gone away. My spider sat on my knee as "Golden Days" blasted in my headphones. If you haven't heard that song- it's nearly impossible to be sad to the upbeat beat.  I was nodding my head when my door slammed open. I saw an outline of a taller side. He seemed pissed.

"L-logan?" I asked, flipping off my headphones. The figure stepped into the light and behind the square glasses were eyes of fury. My heartbeat started picking up.

"Virgil!" Logan screamed. I jumped and looked over at him.

"yes?" I asked, trying to hold back my stuttering.

"What the absolute shit did you say to Roman?!" He asked, pointing to the door. I saw Patton comforting Roman who was crying into dad's shoulder. I was shocked- I didn't mean to hurt Roman.

"I got mad because he s-scared me." No- don't stutter Virge. You're stronger than this.

"Got mad? Got mad?! You hurt him!" Logan yelled. I gawked. What is going on?

"I didn't touch him physically," I said in defense. There was no point to defend myself tho.

"He's still crying tho!" Logan yelled. I started curling up into a ball.

"L-look I'm s-sorry." I felt my eyes start to sting. 

"Shut up with your sorries! You aren't sorry!" Logan screamed. I felt my eyes let in and tears started rolling down my face. Logan's pure anger still showed on his face.

"B-but I a-am sorry." My throat started to ache. 

"No, you are not! Stay in your god damn room, Virgil! All you ever do is make everything worse!" Logan yelled. I let in and started sobbing hysterically. Logan left without another word. He slammed the door on the way out.

-Time skip again-

Patton came in. I was still sobbing. He wrapped his arms around me in a nice, warm dad hug.

"I understand you didn't mean to hurt Roman, and I'm sorry Logan got mad at you," Patton said to me. I nodded while crying. Snot mixed into his shirt fabric.

"I love you kiddo," Patton said in my ear.

"I love you too, dad." I smiled.

The end!

So basically this happened to me but it was a while back.

So I wanted to get my anger out someway.

I'll do more ships later. I'm on break so I'll post more (or at least try.)

Thanks for reading this!

Happy Birthday Virgil

Have a good day you perfect potato