Surrender

Chapter Nine

Chapter 9

Daniella's

When I arrived at the restaurant, konti lang yung mga tao. Maybe because its past lunchtime already, or sandyang timing lang talaga na pag punta ko dito at konti naman na talaga yung mga tao dito.

ARgghh! Ewan ko!

Why can't I just forget about that?! Na di-distract ako eh! 

Why can't I stop thinking about that! Wala namang proof na nag-kiss kami dba?? 

Nababaliw na yata ako. Ang tanga ko naman!

Now let's forget about that, maghahanap nalang ako ng upuan.

I found a spot where you can really see the beach. The white sand, the glistening water, the clear sky and the sound of the waves. Its so relaxing.

I was really stressed at work thats why I wanted to go on a vacation like this. Sadyang naunahan lang talaga ako ni Elle. Well which isn't a bad thing. Mas nagpapasalamat nga ako dahil makakapagpahinga kami. Marami-raming resposibilidad ang naghihintay samin pag balik. It will literakky be "back to reality". Lahat yata ng nangyari dito ngayon ay 'too good to be true'

Parang panaginip lang lahat. Yung tipong ayaw mo nang magising.

But for the mean time, we have to enjoy this.

We can't stay here as long as we want to, but we can enjoy while we're here.

This trip would be freaking tattooed on my hypothalamus. Seriously, Ayokong matpos 'to, ayoko na mauhay dahil nakakapagod na. But I think the girls have made me realize that life is worth being valued. The happiness and sadness it can bring you, nothing can ever give that to you rather than yourself.

Well, life itself is not that easy. Parang statistics lang yan, every event is either a sucess or  fail. But not everything you suceed in is positive, and not everything you fail to do is a bad thing. Like this view. Napaka-ganda. Parang yung buhay ko. Akala ng iba ang saya at parang walang problema and keeping a positive disposition propelled me 'til today. But keeping it positive and not caring about the people around you makes you feel more sad. Ewan ko ng 'bat ang drama-drama ko ngayon eh! 

I was just amazed by the sunset!

And stared deeply into the horizon. While admiring its majestic view and my great thoughts, my eyelids suddenly gave up in staying opened. I feel deeply into slumber.

✎✎✎✎

6pm na sila dumating.

Just kidding.

But still, ang tagal nila. Naghintay lang naman ako ng 3 hours dito bago sila dumating. At sa sobrang gutom ko ay nauna na akong kumain. Kasabay siguro ng hangover ay pagiging gutom. For lunch I just ate a bowl of greek salad, isang clubhouse sandwich at chocolate shake.

Nakatulog na nga ako eh. Tapos ngayon lang sila dadating?@?/1/

Argh! So freaking frustrating!

Habang papalapit sa akin, napansin ko na may 4 ring mga lalaki na nasa likod nila. I thought they were just like random strangers na napadaan at eksaktong nakasabay sina Elle but I was wrong. They followed the girls up until they reach the area I am seated.

Aba't sino naman tong mga lalaking to? Right now they were still standing, like waiting for their moms to allow them to sit down. They were sharing eyecontact with the girls, as if magkakroon sila na malalalang parusa kung hindi pa sila pinayagang umupo.