D&S

Chapter # 4

I woke up and found myself in the same corner I cried. I didn't even expect to magically wake up in bed as well. I stood up and sniffed. Why do I agree with this? What happened to me? I am such a desperate woman, dying for someone to love her or ignite the sparks of love.

I wish that he'll love me one day. Okay, Not now. But, One day.

I freshen myself and look at my reflection. Apart from my puffy red eyes, everything is alright. I have decided to wear a knee-length blue dress. As I was getting ready, the door knocked,

"Who is it?" I asked.

"Ma'am, It's Savannah. Sir is waiting for you in the dining hall." My heart stopped. I don't have enough courage to face him. He is waiting for me doesn't matter. My heart still aches because of last night's event.

I sighed. It's my first day, I should go. After protesting my heart, I went to the dining hall.

I saw him sitting in the head of the house chair. His messy form has transformed into his usual Dominating form. Meaning he came to the room last night. Okay, calm down. I looked at him. His elbows are resting on the table while his hands are joined together. He looked so serious. I inhaled and walked towards him,

"Good Morning!" I smiled at him. He looked at me with such seriousness but my smile didn't fade away.

"What happened to your eyes?" He asked, referring to my red and puffy eyes.

"Oh..That's Nothing, the result of my own action... Of marrying you." I said, still smiling.

He put his hands down as the breakfast was served. We began to eat in silence. I opened my mouth to say something but, he spoke first,

"I clearly remembered what happened last night." I choked on my food a little when he said that. I looked at him with wide eyes as he continued,

"Don't give fake consolation to yourself. Everything I said is true. You shouldn't have married me. You're gonna regret your decision" I looked at him in disbelief.

"How can you say such heartbreaking things?" I said in a broken voice. Why is this happening to me?

"Because they are true. Don't expect any kind of love and affection from me." I looked down and bit my cheeks so as not to cry. How can he be that cold? "Why are you doing this? Do you feel good by giving me tears?" I asked.

"I have to. You and I cannot be together."

"Says the person who cannot even stop the marriage." I scoffed. He exhaled his frustration and took a bite.

"Do you remember what I told you when we first met?" He said. I simply nodded.

"Tell me." He asked in a mocking tone. I grit my teeth and spoke up,

"If we got married. Then, I'm gonna make your life Hell" I repeated his exact words that always made me think if my choice was right or not.

"Well..." He said as he stood up. My breath hitched when he walked towards me. My grip on the knife and fork tightened. I looked down. He put his hands on either side of me and lean in,

"Don't be scared now.." He said as his intense stare pierced my soul. He nuzzles to my neck. His hot breath lingered on my skin giving me eerie dread, "G-Get away." I shuddered, pushing him away with my elbow but to no avail.

"Your life in hell has just started." He said in a low tone. He got away and left. After he left, I cursed myself as a tear rolled down my cheek. Why do I always make wrong choices? I tried to stop my tears but they still rolled down. I took a few deep breaths and wiped my tear as Savannah came,