One Less Heartbreak 1

Ansel P.O.V : Hold It Down ( Special)

After almost kissing Priscilla—Wait, what the hell?

Recap:

- I beat Ross' ass in a fight

- Me, Pris, and Marceline went home

- I almost kissed Priscilla

- Marsh caught us, and ran away

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Do I like Priscilla?
We have been best friends for a long time. Maybe I do have feelings for her. But Marceline. I love her.

I lost her trust.

What was I thinking? Marsh hates me. Are we over?

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I was thinking all of this on my way upstairs, when I opened the door. I saw Marceline's bag on my bed. I took it and put it under my bed.

I know im a guy and shit, but I started to get teary eyed again.

" WHAT DID I DO?!?!" I yelled outloud.

I lost her. I lost someone that made my heart beat faster than usual, that didn't give a shit about what crazy, stupid things, I did. Lost someone, I loved to kiss, especially last night. My first, and last moment to show my love for her.

I called her.

No answer.

I called her again.

No answer.

I called 3 more times.

No answer.

I called one last time.

Straight to voicemail.

" Shit!!" I yelled, throwing my phone onto my bed.

I stood up and put my sweater on. I took my keys and went out. I went running to her dorm.

I listened in on her door. I heard low crying.

I knocked.

" Who is it? This is not the time!" I heard Marsh say.

I didn't know what to say. I stayed quiet for a minute.

" Who is it?!" I heard her yell louder. I heard a few footsteps before, she opened the door.

As soon as she saw me, she tried to close it again, but my foot caught between the door and I forced myself in.

" We need to talk about this Marceline", I told her seriously.

" Talk about what Ansel? I know what I saw, Im not dumb", she said.

" Look, I want to be honest. We kissed each other," I told her,

" So, you guys have feelings for each other. Im not the one? Its Priscilla? Was this a set-up or some shit?" She said.

" You know I am not like that."

" Ansel, I believe you.", she said looking into my eyes.

My eyes glowed up.

" You do? Does this mean were—"

" No," she sighed, and her eyes filled with tears again. "Ansel, we need some time away from each other,"

" Ok." I said, my face getting hot. I felt defeated.

" You have things to think about, like you and Priscilla, and I have to think about you and me."

" Listen, it was a mistake. Please Marceline, I don't want it to end this way,"

" Its a break, it doesn't mean it's over Ansel", she said trying to hold back a pool of tears from rolling down her face.

" Goodbye Ansel", she said closing the door slowly.

" Good bye. "