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john pov

it was the weekend, it seemed like everyone was out having fun on this hot saturday night. alexander and his friends are hosting a party at a mansion with all the youtubers. i wasn't invited, i haven't surpassed the 'cool kid sub count' yet so i wasn't considered a 'big channel' yet. i could lie and say that i'm disappointed, but i'm really not. parties aren't my thing, i guess. i let out a bored sigh.

"damn, i'm getting kind of bloated. i should go work out." i say to particularly no one.

i change into a more comfortable attire and head to the work out room that only consists of a yoga mat, those bicycle things, a jump rope, and a treadmill. yeah, luxurious, i know. as i go get the yoga mat, i see a notification on my phone going off.

alexrants tweeted: "pov: ur girlfriend is nearly taller than you"

the fuck? girlfriend? this has to be some stupid joke. i open twitter and see a picture of this girl i have seen on YouTube before. i think it was bellissa or something. I see that alexander tagged her and i click on it. oh, her name is eliza. i tap the follow button and look at the picture again, it was eliza standing next to alexander, both of them with a smile on their face. why did i feel jealous? it's not like i was in some stupid fanfic.

i try to ignore it and go on YouTube, searching up some workout videos i could do. but no matter how hard i tried to suppress the aching feeling, it never worked.

"i need to stop being angsty and work out already." i think to myself. pushing the feelings as hard as i can already feels like a workout.