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john pov:

after dying and sweating like a rat, i head into the kitchen and get a glass of water and sit down on the kitchen stool. my phone goes off again and I open it. eliza tweeted something. i roll my eyes internally.

eliza schuyler tweeted: when ur boyfriend's literally obsessed with some guy named Jack

i'm super confused to say the least. i open it and see a video of alexander in this big mansion with balloons everywhere. he looked super wasted and drunk. it would be funny if i wasn't concerned for him.

"bruh, jack do be kind of fresh though" he says. okay, it was hilarious. but i'm still confused, who the hell is this jack guy he's going on about? was it one of his YouTube friends or something? my head swarmed with questions, it started to hurt a bit. I laid down on my couch and decided to chill for a bit, hoping that the rhythmic pulses of pain will go away.

time skip- late at night, he still vibing on his couch

the clock had struck 1:00 a.m now, the party had to be over by now, right? no. they're still going hard, i wonder how big of a hangover they'll get. at the same time, they do kind of deserve it.

i check my phone and decide to go onto tik tok. i come across angelica schuyler on my for you page. since when did all the popular youtubers get tik tok? anyway, lafayette, alex, and angelica were doing the renegade together while the eliza girl was drunkenly dancing along in the back. well, it was more of her swaying and jumping than dancing. it looked hilarious.

i turn off my phone and head to bed, tired. but i couldn't calm my brain enough, my body was exhausted, but my head was bustling with energy. i open my phone and decide to update on twitter.

you just tweeted: lonely bologna 😋✨

right after i posted my tweet, a bunch of my fans started to comment on it.

johnnybabes: aww bby you okay? 🥺

SMOL: missing alexander? 🤭

angie.jpeg: honestly same but you okay?

it was really sweet that my fans cared about me, i love them. my eyes scanned over SMOL's reply, i felt my cheeks go warm. maybe i do miss him. i really want to film another video with him after he's cured of hangover. i smile, a warm wave of contentment washed over me.

"yup, i miss alexander. a lot. i wish he were here to cuddle with me." that was last coherent thought i had before falling asleep.

a/n: so uhh, sorry for not updating. busy with school and mental health. I know it's hard to believe but im not capping