Ineffable

Admit It

Admit it

Admit that you rushed to ask me to be your girlfriend

Just because you were lonely

And you knew my touch was gentle

Admit that every kiss was meaningless

And touching me was like grazing a glacier

While you imagined being in her Sahara

Yeah, this is another poem I have written

Trying to get you to admit what I know is true

That you didn't love me

You were just practicing how to love her

I admit that I am not over you

I admit that your words cut threw me

Yet with a decapitated head

I still am only bleeding from my chest

Where you ripped my future out

Admit that the I love you's were formed out of pity

Because if you loved me you wouldn't be so mean

And forget all the tears I cooed away

While mine were glossing too

But you didn't like when I talked about my problems

Because yours were worse

Admit you didn't care

That you always wanted her

But you only stayed with me because I gave you everything

Everything is what you took from me

Two weeks after leaving me confused

And calling her your girlfriend with your lying lips

Admit that when you came back after two months

You just wanted a hand to hold

So you didn't have to hold your own

Don't you dare keep telling me you loved me

If I gave you that second chance

Ignoring your flashing red flags again

You would have broken my heart in the same way

Yet you are always the one speaking from a fractured heart

I admit I hate you

I admit I let you play me like a violin

And you would serenade me with lullabies

So everything felt like a dream instead

Now admit it to me

So I can stop thinking about her

Practicing the name you said was mine

And have the closure of solely being used

So at least I was enough