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13

"I hate this, it's like he's walking around eggshells around me!" I whine pacing around leahs room. She was laid up in her bed, while Cassie was sitting at her vanity playing with her makeup.

"I told him to talk to you this morning, he didn't?" Leah asks sitting up.

"NO! I confess my somewhat feelings for him and he ghost me." I roll my eyes plopping down on her bed.

"He's not ghosting you, and if we're being honest.. I think it's your fault." Leah says. I scoff Turing her way.

"My fault?"

"Yes, you shouldn't have told him about JD, now he still feels like your in love with him."

"I'm not anymore though." I say and they both look at me with dead eyes.

"Y'all I'm serious I don't love him anymore." They continue to give me the same face.

"Y'all-"

"Shut the fuck up lying bitch. You still love that low life ass nigga, but we are proud of you for moving on. That's where tjay is in the wrong, he's being selfish with you. In order for you to move on you need to try it out with him." Cassie explains. She gets up from the vanity and joins us on the bed.

"Go to him." Cassie continues.

"No, I'm not popping up on him."

"Aye I popped up on him and he gave me some dick so.."

"Ugh cass, I don't need to be reminded of that." I turning my face up.

"Sorry, my point is you two need to stop being fucking childish and just talk to eachother, face to face."

Leah nods her head agreeing. Cassie is right, everytime I think about JD my heart hurts. He did me so wrong and I don't know why I can't come to terms with that. He don't love me, he never did and I'll be dammed if I fuck up with tjay just for a nigga that probably didn't even like me the whole time we were going out.

"It's now or never bitch cause neek just text me to slide through." Leah gets up going into the bathroom.

"Ohh Chris home, I'm coming too." Cassie gets up and heading back to the vanity, while I just sit on the bed thinking.

"So what you finna do bon, cause we finna leave out."

Tjay.

"Aye bro we needa clean up." Neek say getting up from off the couch. Me and Chris was playing the game.

"Okay then nigga do it, we chillin." Chris laughs and I join him.

"Chris you need to be getting yo ugly ass up too, Leah sliding through along with Cassie." He says and Chris jumps up, pausing the game.

"You got upstairs I got it down here." Chris says and neek agrees and they burst off into their sections.

"Fucking simps." I say to myself and throw the controller on the coffee table.

"Want me to see if Bonnie with them?" Chris asks from the kitchen.

"Nah, she probably not. Imma head upstairs."

This space shit killing me man. I ain't ever expect to get so attached to this girl like the way I am. This shit might be worse than Ashanti. I decided to get in The shower and call it a night. I get out and hop in my bed.

I heard the doorbell ring and I roll my eyes knowing ain't no company for me. Man I miss that girl.

"Aye tjay come downstairs real quick!" Chris yell.