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14

Bonnie

"Aye y'all heard what happened to Mr. Larry?" Lathan asks us. The whole group is of course huddled by my locker as we have our daily check ups with eachother before we split up to class. These past couple of weeks has been great. No drama with anyone and me and tjay are great. He's literally the sweetest boy ever, but no one will ever see it cause he's just like that with me.

"Oh yeah, I heard he touched on a freshman." Kk answers. I frown my face up with disgust. How can a grown man find a little girl attractive?

"Say swear right now." Leah Intervenes her face matching mine.

"Swear bro, but she came on to him for a better grade." Lathan says.

"Fucking disgusting." I say shaking my head closing my locker.

"What's fucking disgusting?" I hear a familiar deep voice behind me. His arms wrap around me taking me into him.

"Wassup tjay." Lathan greets him.

"Shit, wassup with you?" Tjay daps him and kk up. I look up at him since he's so tall, he looks down at me and I pucker my lips and he quickly kisses them getting back to a conversation with mosey.

"First of all, hello to you too nigga, and where's my boyfriend?" Cassie sasses him.

"Correction, our Boyfriend?" Leah adds.

"Aye, dont blame me for y'all absentee ass boyfriends y'all better call them." He laughs.

"Or you can just tell us where they at." Lean huffs, crossing her arms now. She tends to do they when she get irritated to prevent her from swinging.

"They had a sell today, they should be here a lil after the first bell." He finally answers them.

"Thank you." Cassie smiles.

"Damn was that so hard." Leah rolls her eyes, while dialing neeks number up.

"You ready to go to class?" He whispers in my ear.

"Tjay the bell don't ring til another 10 minutes." I say confused.

"Good so it's empty, let's go." He begins to drag me away.

"Bye y'all." I yell back at them and they just wave me off.

"Tjay we not kissing in the back of the class again." I laugh as he drags me to the back of the class. Obviously no one was there yet.

"Stop being scary, come on." He smirks at me sitting down at his desk. I stand above him looking at him like he's crazy.

"No."

"Mann, what you scared or sum?" He asks.

"No just still embarrassed from that girl walking in on us last week."

"So?"

"And she wouldn't  stop starring at me  the entire period!"

"Oh I ain't know that, you should've told me." He laughs.

"I did, in the car but you was too busy giving me this!" I pull down my turtle neck revealing my hickies on my neck. He bites his lips at them and looks me up and down. He pulls me in by my waist and rubs his hands in my ass as I play with his twist.

"You and yo friends going out to lunch today?" He asks.

"Probably, why?"

"You need some money?"

"No tjay, I already told you I'm not taking yo money." I push his head back.

"My fault, just trynna make sure my girl straight.. damn." He laughs.

The bell rings and eventually everyone starts to flood in. I leave tjay and sit up front with Cassie.

"Y'all was fucking in here?" She asks me as I sit down next to her.

"You tried it, I'm still pure." I smile.

"Not for long." She laughs. I look back at him and he's already in his phone, not even attempting to learn.

2nd and 3rd period came and went. This was my free hour and usually I just go up to the library and sleep or study, but of course tjay finds out and makes me meet him in his car. So now I'm laid back in his car getting another round of hickies.

He hovers over me kissing up and down my neck. I occasionally laugh at him for getting frustrated with my turtle neck slipping out of his hands and covering my neck. With all this going I couldn't help but to feel uneasy. Not with tjay but like someone was watching us.

"Tjay."

"Hm?" He mumbles on my skins leaveing light kisses.

"Something don't feel right." I say and he jumps off of me.

"I did too much?" He asks regret already in his eyes.

"No, not you your fine. I just feel like someone watching."

"Ain't nobody seeing through my shit, relax." He rubs my shoulder leaning back in to kiss but I move my head.

"Tjay stop, I just feel weird." I say lifting my seat up. "And my neck lowkey hurt." I say slightly rubbing it.

"Well lemme kiss on sum else then." He smirks and I turn to hit his arm.

"Ow, fucking quarter back ass hands." He rubs his shoulder.

"While we're on the topic. You know I'm a virgin right?" I ask. He looks at me shockingly.

"Deadass?"

"Yes."

"Hm." He says nodding his head.

"What's that supposed to mean?"

"Nothing bad baby I just thought JD would've took it." He answers.

"Well he didn't, thank god. I also want you to know that I never sucked dick and don't plan on doing it until we become official." I say.

"Wha- we not official?" He asks me.

"No,  you didn't ask me to be your girl and we haven't even went on a real date yet." I tell him.

"Okayyy.. Bonnie, do you want to be my girlfriend?" He asks me.

"No."

"What?"

"I've gotten so used to these mediocre ass niggas and their customs I've adapted to it. I want better and I want it from you."

"Umm I'm not gone lie when I met you I thought you was this shy soft spoken girl, where did THIS come from?"

"I was never shy, I just don't talk to people and they don't talk to me enough to get to know the real me. I actually talk a lot and I'm loud, only behind closed doors though." I tell him and he just shakes his head.  "You don't like this side of me?" I lowkey whine.

"Nah, I love it, that conversation  just surprised me that's all."

"Oh, well you know what to do now so.." I check my time and see it's been five minutes since the bell has rung.

"Shit, we late let's go." I say grabbing my book bag from his back seat.

"You late mama, I'm not going back."

"Why?"

"Gotta get this money." He smiles at me.

"Okay." I peck his lips quickly and jump out his car. "Be careful please."

"Always."

I run into the school and the hallways are cleared. Well shit I'm already late I might as well walk now. As I was walking up the stairs I get the same feeling from when I was in the car with tjay. Like someone was watching me, the feeling felt worse since I know tjay wasn't here to protect me. I reached the second floor and it was empty as well. I made sure to turn around every five seconds to see if I could find someone lurking. It's weird I can't hear any breathing or footsteps behind me but I swear to you I feel like I'm being watched.