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I woke up on the right side of the bed today. My actual bed this time. I decided I'm going to spend some time at home since my dad decided to just up and leave. I check my phone and see I already got a message from tjay.

Tjay: I ain't going to school today skip with me🥺

Bonnie: I can't I got a AP stat test

Tjay: can't make it up?

Bonnie: I don't want to I just wanna get it out the way& why aren't you coming to school?

Tjay: I'm sick

Bonnie: poor baby, I'll swing by and bring some soup

Tjay: I ain't spending time with you today huh?

Bonnie: if you wanna come by here you can I gotta spend some time here

Tjay: ight ma, good luck today. 💪🏾

Bonnie: 😘

I smiled to myself happy that me and tjay picked up right where we left off. I tried my best to hop out of bed but my whole body was just sore.

I limped to the bathroom as usual I checked the mirror to see how I looked. I gasped staring at my neck. It was covered in red hickeys and my neck was red. I decided to check the rest of my body and sure enough I had hand marks on my ass,  thighs, and hickeys on my stomach leading down to my... you know what.

"Jesus." I whisper to myself.

"Bonnie what the fuck!" I turn to see my mom looking at my body mortified. I quickly try and pull my clothes back up but she grabs it taking a closer look at my body.

"Umm momma I am naked!" I scoff fighting her for my clothes.

"Oh my god! Tjay did this to you?"

"..."

"My god look at your neck, how long has this been going on?!?" I start to see tears well up in her eyes as she searches my body.

"I-I a couple months, I've been meaning to tell you."

"You damn right, and your father he should kill him!"

I look at her a little confused. If I'm not mistaken, she told me a while ago she wouldn't be upset about us having sex she just wanted me to be safe.

"But mom, I'm being safe."

"Obviously not, look at your fucking neck." She turns me towards her and places her hands on my shoulder sternly. "Look I don't care how much you love that boy, you should never let a man put his hands on you like this."

Wait...

"Umm.. momma I.. theses aren't from him hitting me." I say. Her face turns from concerned to confused.

"Well uhh.. well you see me and tjay were on a rough patch and we recently decided to forgive eachother yesterday and with doing so we... " I trail off hoping she'd take the hint. I saw the light bulb turn on as she holds her eyes shut shaking her head.

"Sex!"

I nod my head yes, she covers her mouth while a smile slowly crept up on her mouth.

"Oh my god, you two had sex, why didn't you tell me, when did you even start,  are you being safe?" She bombarded me with questions.

"Momma, can I talk to you when I have clothes on." I say as I eye my clothes she had clutched in her hands.

"Oh, sorry hurry up tho." She throws my belongings to me and closes the door.