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"I can't believe your here right now." My mom cries into his arms.

"Yeah, me either." He huffs hugging her back.

Me and Alex sit back watching our mother break down into Ramsey's arms. Keep in mind she only knew about his well being, she never saw him like we did.

"So what are you doing here?" Alex ask.

"Just checking on you guys."

"Where's Melanie and the kids?" I ask finally pulling mom off him.

"Back home, I just needed to see y'all." He says sitting at the island.

"Ramsey.. are you upset with me?" My mom ask wiping her tears away. "Because if you blame me for everything I get it, but it's cruel to just cut me out of your life-"

"Mom I'm not mad at you.. I really came here to talk to you since I heard dad left."

"We'll let y'all two talk." I say standing up and walking up to my room.

I check my phone and see there was a group call with Mosey, Kk, Leah and Cassie. I join and they were in a middle of a conversation.

Cassie: here she is, bitch where was you?
Mosey: that don't matter, JD locked up.
Me: what?
Mosey: apparently, he got caught selling and when they brought  him in they found out all the other shit too, like who he's connected to.
Me: damn...
Leah: you don't think he'd snitch on neek and nem right?
KK: ion think so, considering he don't remember y'all jumping him.
Mosey: what?

Damn it kk.

Mosey: yall jumped JD?
Leah: no mosey.
Mosey: so who the fuck did?!?
Cassie: oh my god stop acting clueless mosey, you know JD choked Bonnie out and you thought tjay wasn't gonna do anything? You sound and look stupid, the nigga got what he deserved!

Mosey looked at me through the phone.

Mosey: you knew all this time Bonnie?
Me: yes.
Mosey: that's foul, how can you smile in his face knowing what tjay did to him?
Me: I- I don't know at the time I thought he deserved it.
Mosey: no one deserve what the fuck they did to him, do you not see the limp he got! Or the fucking huge scar on his face!
Leah: Lathan calm down-
Mosey: no fuck y'all, I'm done with all y'all foreal!

And with that he left the call. I didn't notice but I had tears running down my face.

Cassie: don't feel bad Bonnie, he's just overrating.
Me: I don't think he is, he loves him, I'd be hurt to if I saw something like that happen to y'all and since he look at him as a brother I imagine it worse.
Leah: damn, I never thought about it like that.
KK: da-
Cassie: Kk leave the fucking call big ass fucking mouth!

Kk apologizes and also leaves the call.

Cassie: listen I don't think y'all have anything to be sorry about, it's not like y'all hit him and Bonnie, you even tried to stop him! Y'all should feel no type of guilt okay!
Me: I gotta go.

I left the call and thew my phone on my bed. I hate feeling like this is my fault. Maybe if I'd convinced tjay better this wouldn't have happened. Now I lost Mosey. And I can't cut tjay off cause I can't get mad at him again over something I already forgave him for.

My mind was running 100mph and the two people I wanna talk to something serious about I can't. So I called Leah and thankfully she answered on the first ring.

Leah: hey girl

Me: I feel horrible.

Leah: I know you do, but you have no reason to be, them jumping JD was not your idea okay, that's on them.