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Tjay.

"Six fucking months down the fucking drain." I yell on the phone.

"Calm down boy." My mom sigh on the other end.

"I mean like, I'm not in the wrong momma she's been acting like I don't matter for weeks now I just got fed up."

"Okay Tione stop talking, you two havent officially broken up yet.. thank god so y'all can still talk and work this out."

"I don't wanna talk shit out."

"You mad right now, but stop acting like that's  not the love of your life."

"Momma.."

"I'm being foreal, calm down and just breathe. I get your mad but that girl is your everything. You'll be heartbroken if you two don't make up."

I sit down and start taking my deep breathes. She ain't lying though, I do love that girl to death but I can't keep up with this attitude she got lately. She keep saying we good then go right back to ignoring me.

"Ion think she gone take me back." I sigh.

"Of course she will, she loves you just as much as you love her."

"I pushed her out the house."

"YOU DID WHAT?!"

Bonnie
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"This nigga pushed you?!?" Jd and kk and mosey yells out.

"Okay calm down and JD you choked me so.."

"Oh yeah.."

"Don't put it off on JD, I would've never thought he'd touch you like that."Mosey shakes his head taking a hit from his blunt.

"Wanna know they weird part, I'm not shocked he did it. I see a totally different side of tjay that y'all see and- I don't know I was waiting for that tjay to show his ass."

"I lowkey wanna beat his ass." Kk say.

"Don't even try, he don't fight he shoot."

"So what you finna do man, y'all over?" JD asks.

"I don't know.. I love that boy with my whole heart but I can't look at him the same after this."

"Want some advice?" Mosey asks. I shake my head. He takes a hit of his blunt again. "I think you should talk to each other. I know y'all said some shit and he did some shit but y'all love is kind of epic bro. Like I've never seen somebody love somebody like the way y'all do."

"Nah drop him." jd Interrupts.

"But why? Imma be heartbroken when I do."

"You've been heartbroken before."

"This is different.." I trail off.

"How so?" JD leans in.

I'm not gonna act totally oblivious to the fact that JD still wants me. I know why he wants me to break it off with tjay and I can't do that no matter how bad tjay hurt me. This hurt is temporary if I loose tjay that's a pain I fear will last forever.

"Doesn't matter, I'm gonna leave." I say gathering my things and kissing kk and mosey head.

"Good luck sis." Kk smiles.

"Thanks and the song is a hit by the way." I smile at mosey.

I'm not gonna talk to him now, despite me loving the shit out of that asshole he still disrespected me.

2 weeks later
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"Aye so I was wondering if you wanted to come over today?" JD asked walking me to my class. I've told him time and time again to stay away from me at school but yet here he is following after me like a lost puppy.