Aftermath

Caught

For some reason, my motorcycle was still ok. Today I'm going in for surgery and I want to see both my kids before I go. So Jessie was going to get JJ and my mom already had Kristie. I held her in my arms until JJ came running in.

"Mommy mommy", JJ came running into my arms.

"Hey baby", I said as I kissed his cheek.

We stayed in there for a while until they called me into the room. They put me sleep and that's all she wrote.

After 2 days of observation, that discharged me. I had to go home to pack my things for rehab.

I had already wrote letters to my jobs because I wasn't gonna be present for a while.

"OK Alana you ready", Jake asked me.

"I guess", I said putting my suitcase in the car.

We arrived at the rehabilitation center. I was walking on crutches until my leg healed. I was about to say my last good byes to my family.

"Alana this is for your own good. Baby you'll be much better after this program. We love you", she said crying.

"Love you guys too", I said hugging them.

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It's been 5 months since I've been in this program. X was in there also. Never thought he was going to be there. We have got even closer with each other. I have 7 more months in this place and i hate it.

"All participants report to the meeting room ASAP."

We would always have meetings like this. It wasn't easy for me.

"Ok today we're discussing some of our problems that we have. Alana we'll start with you first."

"I don't have a problem, so may I be excused from this meeting."

"I do think ecstasy is a problem"

"Look it was just a one time thing"

"You mean 3. Alana we have your files. If you wanna get better cooperate with the program."

"Look I have been through a lot. You all know me from my work. Before I even became a celebrity I struggled. Like I really struggled. I really can't do this.", I started to tear up.

"Honey its ok to talk about it."

"No you don't know anything about me. You have no idea.", I screamed.

"I know it's hard for you"

"No you don't. I hate this place. I don't want to be here."

I ran out of the room and upstairs to mine. I was tired. So I called my mom.

"Mom please come get me. I hate this place. I don't have a problem."

"Honey I can't. Baby you have to stay."

I didn't want to hear it anymore. So I hung up the phone and I was going to leave.

"Alana where are you going", the receptionist told me.

"Alana wait where are you going", X ran after me. I ignored everyone who was trying to get in my way.

"Security", that called. X ran after me and he grabbed me and wouldn't let me go.

"X let me go please"

"No Lana you and me both need this help. I'm not gonna let you go."

I was tired of fighting so I fell to the floor, X still holding me in his arm.