The music is loud, making my ears ache.
Normally, I'm not that much for those big parties. But Anna, my girlfriend, forced me to come along.
I have a red plastic cup in my hand, with some strong liquid in it. It's my fourth since I arrived.
My mind is getting quite dizzy, and I look around the big living room, searching for the tight, black dress worn by Anna.
There's a lot of people here though, so it's rather impossible finding one girl in the big sea of people grinding on eachother along to the music.
I take a step closer to the so called dance floor, trying to focus at this one very familiar ass. After blinking a few times, I can confirm that it is Anna's ass dancing around with a couple of friends.
I stumble my way over to her, putting my drink down somewhere I forgot the exact minute the cup hits the surface.
I grab her hips with my arms, forcing her towards my body. A familiar chuckle leaves her red lips as we both start dancing.
After just a few seconds, she spins around, facing me. A small grin plays on my lips as she pulls me closer.
I can tell you right now that kissing Anna is probably the best thing any man will ever have the pleasure to do. I love how her mint breath fills my mouth, and the way her soft, lips always taste like heaven and the way they move against mine. When kissing Anna, I fall in love all over again, harder and harder for every time.
Her hands move up to my hair, and I let out a quiet groan. I love when she does that. It drives me absolutely crazy, and especially right now when my mind is anything but clear.
"Anna" I growl against her lips, a soft plead in my voice.
"Yes?" She asks, not letting her lips leave mines for even a second to breath.
"Please stop" I whine. "You drive me crazy"
She chuckles, breaking our make-out-session only to look at me. "Wanna get out of here"
"Yes" I breath out quickly, replying a bit too fast.
Basically, we manage to get ourselves to the hall, but after that I just can't help it. Besides, I'm drunk and way too turned on to have the patience to wait.
To sum up what happens - I drag her in an empty bathroom with me, and the next 20 minutes is us having the most unromantic sex I've ever experienced (yet the most romantic one, considering I'm so drunk I would have enjoyed someone throwing a book in my face).
After those 20 minutes, we both stumble outside. Thankfully, everyone at this party is too wasted to realise what's going on around them.
I grab Anna's hand, bringing her a bit closer to me, giving her cheek a sloppy kiss. "I loooooove you".
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It's the sound of my phone that wakes me up.
I sigh, a big one.
Yesterday, I had this really big test which had held me awoke a whole week before so I could study. Therefore, I thought I earned to just sleep all Saturday.
"Hello?" I groan into the phone, softly coughing to try and change my voice back to normal.
"Hi..." The voice on the other end is weak, and I can hear how the person lets out a small sob.
"Anna?" I sit up, quietly counting the days and weeks in my head. No, she's not supposed to have her period this week, it was last week. She only calls me crying when in cramps or when she's hormonal. "Are you crying?"
"Kind of"
"Baby, what happened?"
"We need to talk"
Not gonna lie, when she says those words it really scares me. "Uh.. Sure, what is it?"
"Not on the phone" she softy coughs, trying to control her unsteady voice.
"Wanna come over then?" I ask, scratching the back of my neck. "My parents are still in Melbourne"
"Okay.. I'll be over in 15"
Those following 15 - rather 25, she's always a bit late - is torture. I'm afraid she'll break up with me or something, otherwise she would have said it through the phone.
I get up to get dressed, only a pair of old sweatpants and a black Greenday t-shirt. While waiting for my girlfriend to arrive, I walk down to the kitchen, making myself a bowl with milk and cereals.
Eventually, Anna would show up on my doorstep. When I open the door, she won't greet me with a hug and a quick kiss on the lips. She just storm past me, bloodshot eyes from all the crying.
"Hi..?" I close the door after her, turning around to face her. "What's up?"
"We have to talk" she mumbles, nervously chewing on her bottom lip.
"Yeah, I know" I chuckle, taking a step closer to her. "You've already told me that"
She looks down at her hands, a small sob escaping from her shaking lips.
"Hey" I mumble softly, taking a step closer to wrap my arms around her and bring her close to my chest. "What happened, baby?"
"Please don't hate me..." She whispers, pressing her face against my t-shirt. "I need you more than anything"
I stroke her back, leading us both towards the living room and the big leather couch we have end up making out on more than once
I place myself there, bringing her down in my lap. I wipe away a few of her many tears, placing a kiss on her forehead. "I won't even leave you, Anna. You know I've promised you forever"
She swallows, finally meeting my eyes. "Do you remember that party we went to like a month ago?"
"Yeah, parts of it"
"Well... Do you remember us having.. You know, like sex, there?"
"Yes..?" The big lump in my stomach is growing for each minute, making me even more and more anxious about what she's about to spill.
"I don't think we had a condom" she whispers, biting her lip as more tears starts to roll.
"And?.." I slowly ask. "We've had the condom break before, it's nothing to worry about"
"I think it might be" her eyes drops to her hands in her lap.
I stay quiet, only staring at her, waiting for her to confirm that the nightmare scenario actually is true.
She looks up, hesitantly meeting my eyes before letting out a shaky breath. "I'm pregnant"
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A/N ~
A LITTLE LAME THROWBACK TO WHEN IT ALL HAPPENED (aka Calum and Anna getting pregnant with Riley if you didn't realised that haha)
I will write the next chapter as at least half of it as a throwback as well, just bc I love having things happen and idk I hope you guys like this
oh and thank yOU FOR OVER 1k READS??? I'm screaming, love you guys so much
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