alexithymia
subclinical phenomenon involving a lack of emotional awareness or, more specifically, difficulty in identifying and describing feelings and in distinguishing feelings from the bodily sensations of emotional arousal
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"𝘨𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨...
"the truth is always hidden for those who only seek the lies"
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"i hate it" she stepped out of the changing room in a black dress that was right to her thighs, her legs barely able to move
"uhh" doyoung gulped as jaemin clammed his hand over jisung's eyes
"as much as i hate it, it cant be that bad-" she turned around to face the mirror "never mind, it can, it really can"
it had been a week since they began training, and they were expecting to be able to storm starship in the next few days. they were currently shopping for hyejin's outfit on the day they are going to raid starship, and it wasn't going so well. johnny, jaemin and jisung has happily gone to accompany her, claiming that they have the best fashion sense.
chenle insisted to go, but taeyong had to pull him back to deal with the last news spreaders and reporters online about hyejins 'scandal'
the three dispersed once again to go and fish out some more dresses that would suit her. they didn't really care about the price as they earned quite a lot of money from missions sent in for them and sometimes they would sneak some money in from the bases they raid, in fact, the illegal starship case was actually sent in by an anonymous figure. though, you could tell NCT was quite wealthy looking at the tech and the design of their base
hyejin has changed back into chenle's hoodie and track pants as she waited for the three to come back. she had grown an addiction to his hoodie ever since he had given it to her, purely because it was comfortable and she found it useful for stopping her from missing home.
so the hoodie practically didn't even smell like chenle anymore
"this one?" johnny held up a long blue dress decorated with gems on the waist line
"too formal" hyejin replied without a change of tone in her voice
"this one?" jaemin held up a black two piece with fishnet that connected the two pieces
"too revealing"
"this one?" jisung held up a yellow jumpsuit that probably could blind people from all the way in america
