alexithymia
subclinical phenomenon involving a lack of emotional awareness or, more specifically, difficulty in identifying and describing feelings and in distinguishing feelings from the bodily sensations of emotional arousal
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"𝘨𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨...
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chenle kicked the door open to see an unconscious body lying on the ground, her hair lying over her face.
"no...no no no" he rushed down and pulled her body into his lap "come back to your senses you idiot!" he shook her over and over again
"wake up! please..." he placed her down as he performed CPR, placing his lips on hers as he pinched her nose together.
"wake up" he continued to shake her, placing his finger on her pulse. it was very faint but at least it was still there
"t-ten, call kun, quick!" he screamed into his earpiece. the other members had found the two, helping chenle and hyejin to safely get back to the van where winwin was waiting for them
they placed hyejin down on the end of the van where kun was getting ready
"did you perform CPR?" kun asked, pumping her chest
"y-yes" he was frantically sitting beside her as he watched kun operate on her
"was there a pulse?" kun pulled out his bag and brought out an oxygen mask
"it was f-faint" he was a stuttering mess
kun nodded and hooked the oxygen pack in the rod on the top of the roof as he placed the mask over her nose and mouth.
"tell me what happened" kun said as he felt around for her heart beat
"i-i...went into the room...and-and there was gas, a lot of it. i think it was toxic..." he really tried to compose himself but that was utterly impossible
"her lungs are lacking oxygen and is infiltrated with the toxins in the gas, making her lungs have a failure." he looked at her neck which had a blood spot in it "and she was injected with a sleep drug, which explains why she's completely knocked out. if you were a minute late, she would be gone for good"
"is she safe?" he looked kun in the eye
"it's hard to tell, seeing as she swallowed so much of that gas" kun shook his head and began wrapping this machine around her wrist. the rest of the members joined them in the van as winwin set off immediately.
"there's not much i can do now" kun sighed, lifted her to put her in a compartment at the very end of the van "we'll have to wait to see how it goes. she won't die yet as she has an oxygen mask on but it's hard to say when she'll wake up. she'll need to take some pills and rid of the poison in her lungs"
