serenity ~ woosan

「 eighteen 」

san/wooyoung

"will you be my boyfriend?" the words were as smooth as butter as they cautiously left san's mouth. unsure of what to do or say, wooyoung stayed silent.

on one hand, wooyoung wanted to say yes. he loved the other boy and now trusted him with nearly everything. the boy gave wooyoung a new light in life. a reason to wake up with a smile, excited for the new day. on the other, wooyoung wasn't sure. he'd been hurt by those he thought he loved and by people he thought loved him back. could he really risk being hurt so violently again?

or was san different?

with a frown, the older drew away quickly. he apologized for asking and being so stupid to think wooyoung would ever want to date someone as insecure and self-conscious and annoying as himself. the younger shook his head quickly, reaching for the other.

"sannie-" he pleaded before being cut off by the hurt boy he loved so much.

"woo, it's okay. i get it," with each word the other uttered, he looked closer to falling apart.

it broke wooyoung's heart. so he tried again.

"sannie, listen to me," he begged. san perked his head up slightly to the younger's request, making him smile and grab the other's trembling, cold hand in his own, steadying the slowly crumbling older. he kissed san's honey skin to calm him down before starting again softly with a simple, "i'd love to."

"wh-what?" the older stammered. "why?"

wooyoung pulled him back into his arms as he spoke. "sannie, you might not see it, but you're so... just... incredible. i'm so happy with you," he started with a smile, adding a quick, "and honestly, if you hadn't asked just now, i would have soon."

san say in disbelief at the grinning other's words. he barely shook his head.

"let me get this clear..." he started, "you actually... want to be my boyfriend...?"

"one hundred percent, my little mountain. i'd be a damn fool if i turned down the offer to be yours and for someone as extraordinary as you to be mine."

with a giddy smile and a squeak, the "little mountain" wooyoung was so fond of enveloped the younger in his toned, shaking arms. the other hugged back.

"thank you," san nearly whispered. "i love you."

"thank you," wooyoung replied, "and i love you more."

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