Inside A Lover's Mind (Criminal Minds Fanfic)

Kisses, Chips, and Surprises

Songs I listened To:
Act My Age- One Direction
I Wanna Get Better- Bleachers
Slow Motion- PHOX
All You Had To Do Was Stay- Taylor Swift
Holy Grail- JAY-Z feat. Justin Timberlake
Since You Been Gone- Rainbow
Just How I Do It- Late Nite Reading
Galaxies- Owl City
Love Me Again- John Newman
Working Man- Imagine Dragons
Damage I've Done- Anarbor
The Summer- Citizen
Fallout- Marianas Trench
Latch- Sam Smith
Don't- Ed Sheeran

I threw my bags down on the bed, letting out a small grunt.
"I cannot believe we're actually here!" I exclaimed as I walked over to the balcony.
I opened my door and walked out, looking out at London. The sun was setting. The flight we had gotten landed us right near sunset. I heard the sound of a picture being taken. I turned around to see Spencer taking a picture of me.
"Beautiful," he smiled.
I blushed and he came to my side, standing beside me.
"I love you," I whispered.
"And I love you," he replied.
He brought me close, pressing his lips to mine. I let him guide me back into the room. He pushed the bags off the bed and laid me down. Our lips reconnected, my body becoming less tense. I felt his hand go slowly up my body. Once he reached my stomach and it's scars, I pulled away. Spencer looked at me with a sad smile.
"It's okay, Jessica. It doesn't bother me... it will never bother me again," he said quietly.
I broke into sobs, pulling away entirely. Spencer let me cry for a few moments, then put his hand on my back.
"I understand if you don't feel comfortable, but I want you know that I love you no matter what. Please remember that," he explained to me.
The tears weren't stopping. He pulled me near, rubbing my back and letting me cry.
"I'm ruining everything," I sobbed.
"No, no, no, Jess. Just breathe," Spencer replied.
"I am, Spence! We're falling apart as we sit here. Will this ever be the same?" I sniffled, wiping tears away.
He let out a small sigh, then looked back at me. He put his hand softly on the side of my face. I put my hand on top of his.
"This will get better. I know it will. Have you been going to counseling?"
I turned away, my face going red. He turned me back.
"Jess, you have to go to your sessions. They will help. The nightmares will go away," he explained.
"I know, I know," I replied, deadpan.
Spencer stood up, pulling me up with him. He placed my hand in his and my other hand on his shoulder.
"What are you doing?" I asked, using my shoulder to wipe away more stray tears.
"We're dancing, c'mon," he chuckled as he pulled me nearer.
I put my head near his shoulder, above his heart. I heard it beating. I smiled, using his heartbeat as the beat for dancing together. We swayed quietly for many moments. It was perfect.
"I had this idea.... and you have to tell me if you're in or you're out," Spencer asked.
I looked up into his beautiful brown eyes.
"What is it?"
"What would you think about us getting married?"
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(A/N: And that is it, guys! "Inside A Lover's Mind" is OVER! D: But don't worry! There will be a sequel! And here comes the contest!
I want you guys to come up with the cover art! The sequel is going to be called "Inside A Lover's Heart." Please don't hate me about the ending! As soon as I get a good cover, I will start writing the sequel. Also, I am going to do the Supernatural story called "Winchester Boys." If you would also like to make a cover for that as well, go for it! You can either message them to me, or email me at
wandsandtardisandsherlock@gmail.com
I honestly love you Reiders and I couldn't thank you more for getting all of these reads. Stay tuned and read some of my other stuff! I LOVE EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU)