2019.10.13

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Whoops, I didn't write here for 40 days. Last time I said I'm getting better. I didn't have any thoughts to write down. It was pretty chill. My grades are good. As Katie would say, "You can do better", and I know Emily can, she just is not motivated. It doesn't obstruct my life. I feel fine as per usual. Mom told me I will have to go back to the place where hate everyone and everyone hates me. Don't worry; I'm just visiting my aunt. Also maybe I will meet someone. Trying to be positive here. I haven't been there in 3 months, but I will go there in late November, so it will be almost 5 months. It already makes me anxious, thinking about it. What if I meet those dumbfucks? Probably I would know what to say, or how to look at them. I used to run away. Hide. We played hide and seek. We're still are. It is just that I'm not losing anymore. Proud.


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