I haven't written here for 3 weeks/21 days. It's not as bad as when I started and I didn't wrote for 40 days. Yikes. I always complain how I don't know what to write, I always complain. I'm probably I pain in the ass. ANYWAYS my birthday is coming up. It is on March 13th, the only thing that I can associate is that disgusting night. Maybe if I haven't found that diary, everything would be better. Maybe it was supposed to happen, because know I can acknowledge myself present. Everything has a reason. Also I haven't seen Bub in I think 2 weeks. She said we will go somewhere on my birthday and we will stay there for few days. I'm going to be seventeen. Oof. Weird. Not that exciting though, it's like Thursday or November, if you know what I mean. It's like that weird gap year. I should started searching for collages, probably gonna take a gap year (my jokes are getting worse and worse). Also the thing I have had in my head for some time. So I'm not a legal age to live without my parents, but if I don't even know them. I should talk to Katie about this. I haven't talked/had a proper conversation with Melisa, I still haven't wrapped my head around this whole situation, or went in depth about it, because I don't know who Melisa is to me. I guess she's my cousin. That would make sense. Anyways I think I'm going to end this here. Don't wanna annoy you more. Note to myself: for god's sake, be more kind to yourself, you bitch.
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RomanceThis story is about a teen girl named Emily/Emma. She struggles with finding herself, instead, she finds a girl in a coffee shop.
