2019.12.23

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I think I was too high or drunk two days ago. Because in my diary I see my saliva. I probably fell asleep, while I was writing those shit. BUT I’M BETTER NOW!!! Got my new pills!!! No, but actually, these pills make me a little sleepy, or feeling high. OH, THAT'S WHAT IT WAS. Okay anyways, psychiatrist actually helps me every time more and more. Maybe it’s just I finally excepted the fact that I need help. Adeline is smart. Sometimes I think; "Why did she kissed me and told me she loved me" or "Why did she even choose me". I try to get these thoughts away from my head. They will mess up our love. I don’t want to lose her. Ever.

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