her coffee

2020.04.19

I have an update on finding my biological mom. So I know my aunt Sara (that works at that coffee shop) definitely isn't my real mother. When I was in my hometown (ugh I'm just going to call it trash town), I met him again. I mean John, never saying that disgusting name ever again. This time I didn't have a breakdown (surprise, surprise), I was walking with Adeline, hand in hand. He was with that squad. Honestly, at that moment I thought I shitted my pants. They said something to us, but I never really heard what they said. It doesn't matter to me. So, right it seems everything is chill. SIKE BITCH. When we came back to her apartment, someone had texted me. Well, well I wonder who is that ''someone''. IT'S HIM. Funny thing he texted me through a number, I have deleted his number and blocked him on everything. Weirdly, he kept my phone number. He probably knew that had deleted his ass so he literally said ''hi, it's me, John. I saw you today, and I just need to tell you something. If you don't want to meet, then call me. This time it is important''. IS HE SERIOUS? WTF. Imma explains what he meant by that last sentence: the last time he said a similar text he almost did something to me. I don't remember what exactly, maybe he wanted to murder me or rape me. So, in this case, I will definitely not going to meet him. I'm just going to give him a call. I will put him on speaker, and I will have Bub beside me. If he is going to say something triggering I'm blocking his -3 brain cells out of this planet. Wish me luck. I will write what he says, the other day.