2020.01.06

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I'm back at school. It's been a long-ass time. It's fine. I did catch up on stuff. The first semester is going to an end. Honestly, I'm happy that since I met Adeline, I can be with strangers. I mean it's still hard. It's better. I sit with this one boy in chemistry class. His name is Lucas. He is sweet. But I'm scared of him. Every time we make eye contact, I feel butterflies in my little stomach. Oh, Bub is now in my home town. She's there. We won't meet until February 10th. So 5 weeks or 35 days without her. She promised she will call me, as often as she cans. She got a job at that café. Proud. I hope we will be alright. We will. He smiled at me. I hate him. I hate the way he makes me feel. I don't want to feel. As depressing as it sounds. I don't. I love her. Her. Only her. Everything should be like this. It should stay like this. Yes.


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